I did not defend Thomas.<\/p>\n
That was the first thing I noticed about myself.<\/p>\n
Months earlier, I would have searched instinctively for an explanation.<\/p>\n
A repayment.<\/p>\n
A temporary transfer.<\/p>\n
A bookkeeping error.<\/p>\n
Something that preserved him.<\/p>\n
Now I simply asked:<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere did the money go?\u201d<\/p>\n
Adrian nodded.<\/p>\n
Exactly the right question.<\/p>\n
The $1.2 million entered an account held solely in my father\u2019s name.<\/p>\n
That part was clear.<\/p>\n
It remained there for thirteen days.<\/p>\n
Then moved out in four transfers.<\/p>\n
$400,000.<\/p>\n
$300,000.<\/p>\n
$250,000.<\/p>\n
$250,000.<\/p>\n
\u201cRecipients?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTracing.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid Mom know?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEvelyn?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe approved the trust payment.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThomas submitted a compensation claim.\u201d<\/p>\n
My stomach tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe claimed compensation?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYears of unpaid resolution work and professional losses.\u201d<\/p>\n
That sounded exactly like everyone else\u2019s rationalization.<\/p>\n
I asked for the claim.<\/p>\n
It was detailed.<\/p>\n
Hours spent.<\/p>\n
Legal expenses.<\/p>\n
Travel.<\/p>\n
Lost income.<\/p>\n
Reputation damage.<\/p>\n
Security costs.<\/p>\n
The total exceeded $1.2 million.<\/p>\n
My father had voluntarily reduced the amount.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat doesn\u2019t make it clean.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWas compensation allowed?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPotentially for legitimate documented expenses.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPersonal professional losses?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMuch more questionable.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo he was paying himself for suffering.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIn part.\u201d<\/p>\n
Raymond had done the same.<\/p>\n
Marcus.<\/p>\n
Lydia.<\/p>\n
Everyone eventually billed the disaster for what it cost them.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Peter advise?\u201d<\/p>\n
He had objected.<\/p>\n
His memo:<\/p>\n
Documented direct expenses may be reimbursable. Lost opportunity, reputational harm, and uncompensated time are not appropriate charges against unresolved claimant assets absent unanimous authority.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Dad say?\u201d<\/p>\n
Thomas responded:<\/p>\n
Then treat the payment as provisional pending final accounting.<\/p>\n
Provisional.<\/p>\n
Dangerous word.<\/p>\n
\u201cWho approved anyway?\u201d<\/p>\n
Evelyn.<\/p>\n
\u201cLydia?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSigned.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMarcus?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cObjected.\u201d<\/p>\n
That surprised me.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe thought Thomas had criticized everyone else for exactly this.\u201d<\/p>\n
Marcus was right.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Thomas say to him?\u201d<\/p>\n
A letter survived.<\/p>\n
You are right to call me a hypocrite.<\/p>\n
Again.<\/p>\n
My father refused easy self-defense.<\/p>\n
Then:<\/p>\n
I intend to use the payment to finish what we should have done years ago.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does that mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
The four transfers answered.<\/p>\n
First recipient:<\/p>\n
Estate of Daniel Ko claimant pool.<\/p>\n
Second:<\/p>\n
Three identified investor estates.<\/p>\n
Third:<\/p>\n
A law firm trust account for unresolved claimant notices.<\/p>\n
Fourth:<\/p>\n
Security and relocation reimbursement fund.<\/p>\n
I stared.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe gave it away.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAlmost entirely.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAlmost?\u201d<\/p>\n
Adrian showed me.<\/p>\n
About $18,000 remained after fees.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happened to that?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEstate account.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo Dad did not keep $1.2 million.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut he claimed it as compensation.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen redirected it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy not have the trust pay those recipients directly?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s the problem.\u201d<\/p>\n
I waited.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe wanted control.\u201d<\/p>\n
There it was.<\/p>\n
Even when repairing, Thomas still believed his judgment should govern.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Evelyn say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe did not trust Lydia, Marcus, or the trust process.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo he took the money into his own account.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen paid people himself.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWithout authority.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPossibly exceeding authority.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid he document every transfer?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMostly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMostly.\u201d<\/p>\n
One phrase kept perfection away.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat is missing?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe final $250,000 security and relocation reimbursement.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWho received it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSeveral intermediaries.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCan we trace ultimate recipients?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTwo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWho?\u201d<\/p>\n
Henry Stein.<\/p>\n
And Raymond Vale.<\/p>\n
My father had paid both men to remain abroad or secure themselves after threats.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat about the rest?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cUnknown.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo some could have been misused.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
Again.<\/p>\n
No clean ending.<\/p>\n
But different from personal enrichment.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does this mean for Dad\u2019s liability?\u201d<\/p>\n
Mara answered.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat will be evaluated historically in context. He moved money through himself without ideal authority, but evidence shows most went toward claim-related or protective purposes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot innocence.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot theft for personal use.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBased on current evidence, largely no.\u201d<\/p>\n
Largely.<\/p>\n
Good word.<\/p>\n
Accurate word.<\/p>\n
I could live with largely.<\/p>\n
I called Raymond.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid Dad pay you from the Resolution Trust?\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked surprised.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou found that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbout eighty thousand over several years.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLegal costs and relocation.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you keep more than expenses?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe twenty.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid Dad know?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI told him later.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did he say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTo return it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEventually.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEvidence?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
He provided records.<\/p>\n
The money had been repaid into a claimant account years later.<\/p>\n
Not promptly.<\/p>\n
But returned.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy did Dad route through himself?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause he trusted nobody.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe trusted you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI was young.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe did not want you involved.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProtection again.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWas he wrong?\u201d<\/p>\n
Raymond thought.<\/p>\n
\u201cTo hide the truth? Yes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTo keep you out of the money while you were young? Maybe not.\u201d<\/p>\n
That nuance mattered.<\/p>\n
Children cannot consent to every complex family financial matter.<\/p>\n
But I was no longer a child when Thomas gave me disputed funds through my brokerage account.<\/p>\n
That line remained.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did the $1.2 million payment mean to him?\u201d<\/p>\n
Raymond smiled faintly.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe wanted Marcus to think he had finally taken his share.\u201d<\/p>\n
I frowned.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTo make Marcus cooperate.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cExplain.\u201d<\/p>\n
Marcus believed Thomas\u2019s moral stance gave him too much power.<\/p>\n
Thomas\u2019s refusal to benefit meant he could accuse everyone else without appearing self-interested.<\/p>\n
\u201cMarcus hated that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo Dad took compensation partly to change the bargaining dynamic?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat sounds manipulative.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt was.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did he want from Marcus?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cClaimant records.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid it work?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
That explained why Marcus objected loudly but later shared additional account information.<\/p>\n
Thomas had entered the same morally compromised field.<\/p>\n
Not because he wanted money.<\/p>\n
Because he thought looking compromised might make other compromised people trust him.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is insane.\u201d<\/p>\n
Raymond laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid it work?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cStill insane.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
I began to understand why Thomas\u2019s final years had exhausted him.<\/p>\n
He kept attempting to solve a corrupted system using methods inside the corrupted system.<\/p>\n
Private transfers.<\/p>\n
Secret leverage.<\/p>\n
Strategic hypocrisy.<\/p>\n
He wanted a clean outcome without public exposure.<\/p>\n
Impossible.<\/p>\n
Only full disclosure could break it.<\/p>\n
He reached that conclusion eventually.<\/p>\n
Too late.<\/p>\n
The $1.2 million investigation produced one more record.<\/p>\n
A note from Thomas to Graham.<\/p>\n
But Graham was already dead.<\/p>\n
The note had never been sent.<\/p>\n
Graham,<\/p>\n
I took money from the Resolution Trust today.<\/p>\n
You would hate that sentence.<\/p>\n
So do I.<\/p>\n
I am using it to close claims and force Marcus to release records, but I can already hear you asking why I didn\u2019t simply disclose everything.<\/p>\n
I do not have a good answer.<\/p>\n
Then:<\/p>\n
I am still trying to control the landing.<\/p>\n
You were right. That is the problem.<\/p>\n
I lowered the paper.<\/p>\n
Control the landing.<\/p>\n
That was what everyone tried to do.<\/p>\n
No one wanted the crash.<\/p>\n
So they kept flying a damaged machine.<\/p>\n
Another line:<\/p>\n
If I make it through this without telling Sloane, then I have learned nothing.<\/p>\n
He knew.<\/p>\n
Again.<\/p>\n
Knowledge arriving before action.<\/p>\n
Human beings can understand the right thing long before they perform it.<\/p>\n
That gap had consumed decades.<\/p>\n
The court accountants ultimately classified most of Thomas\u2019s $1.2 million as transfers requiring further historical review rather than personal enrichment.<\/p>\n
My father did not emerge clean.<\/p>\n
He emerged specific.<\/p>\n
That was better.<\/p>\n
I no longer needed clean.<\/p>\n
\u201cDoes any of that money connect to my brokerage account?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSeparate.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo my personal traced benefit remains unresolved.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKeep it frozen.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAlready.\u201d<\/p>\n
I returned to work.<\/p>\n
Meridian Crest formally ended my Aurelia recusal after outside review.<\/p>\n
Nathan asked whether I wanted back on the project.<\/p>\n
I thought about the sales gallery.<\/p>\n
Lydia.<\/p>\n
The declined card.<\/p>\n
The old Aurelia note.<\/p>\n
The ridiculous symmetry.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cConflict?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot legal.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m tired of Aurelia Ridge.\u201d<\/p>\n
He laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat may be the most understandable reason.\u201d<\/p>\n
I transferred oversight permanently.<\/p>\n
Not because I feared the project.<\/p>\n
Because I wanted parts of my life that were not symbolic.<\/p>\n
At home, I replaced the old filing cabinet in my study.<\/p>\n
The drawer where my medical packet had once sat bothered me irrationally.<\/p>\n
I bought a locking cabinet.<\/p>\n
Not because I had stopped trusting everyone.<\/p>\n
Because boundaries are not paranoia.<\/p>\n
They are clarity.<\/p>\n
Celia called that evening.<\/p>\n
\u201cI did something.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI met Anna Ko.\u201d<\/p>\n
That surprised me.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow was it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cStrange.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cUseful?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe showed me letters from Dad.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMarcus?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnything new?\u201d<\/p>\n
Celia paused.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe knew what he did to you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe photograph.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
My throat tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid he write about it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOne letter.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo I want to know?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI think you should decide.\u201d<\/p>\n
I appreciated that wording.<\/p>\n
Choice.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does it say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI can send it through counsel.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo that.\u201d<\/p>\n
The letter arrived the next day.<\/p>\n
Marcus to Anna.<\/p>\n
I used a photograph of Thomas\u2019s daughter to frighten him.<\/p>\n
Daniel suggested surveillance. I turned it into a threat.<\/p>\n
That contradicted Anna\u2019s earlier belief that Daniel sent it.<\/p>\n
Or refined it.<\/p>\n
Daniel arranged surveillance.<\/p>\n
Marcus weaponized the image.<\/p>\n
Both shared responsibility.<\/p>\n
Marcus continued:<\/p>\n
I told myself I would never harm the girl. That distinction mattered greatly to me and not at all to Thomas.<\/p>\n
Of course.<\/p>\n
The person threatened does not care how carefully the threatening person defines his limits.<\/p>\n
Then:<\/p>\n
Years later I saw Sloane at a conference with Thomas. She was an adult. He was proud of her. I understood then that I had used someone\u2019s child exactly the way I feared others might use Celia.<\/p>\n
I sat still.<\/p>\n
No redemption.<\/p>\n
No excuse.<\/p>\n
Just recognition.<\/p>\n
Marcus never apologized to me.<\/p>\n
Probably never planned to.<\/p>\n
But he understood.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat matters?\u201d Celia asked later.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt tells me he knew what he did.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDoes that help?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA little.\u201d<\/p>\n
She nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cI think I wanted it to make me hate him less.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you hate him?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
Fair.<\/p>\n
I had stopped demanding emotional verdicts.<\/p>\n
Love and judgment could coexist.<\/p>\n
So could grief and anger.<\/p>\n
The legal proceedings continued.<\/p>\n
Lydia\u2019s exposure became more concrete.<\/p>\n
Forgery.<\/p>\n
Fraud-related conduct.<\/p>\n
Misuse of structures.<\/p>\n
False representations.<\/p>\n
The exact charges and outcomes would belong to courts, not me.<\/p>\n
Evelyn faced professional and legal consequences.<\/p>\n
Peter faced review.<\/p>\n
Gavin\u2019s conduct remained under corporate and potentially regulatory scrutiny.<\/p>\n
Nothing ended quickly.<\/p>\n
That was realistic.<\/p>\n
Large financial misconduct rarely resolves in one dramatic hearing.<\/p>\n
Then Gavin asked to see me.<\/p>\n
Not socially.<\/p>\n
With Mara present.<\/p>\n
He brought his father\u2019s watch.<\/p>\n
The one Graham actually intended him to inherit.<\/p>\n
\u201cI had it appraised.\u201d<\/p>\n
I frowned.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHabit.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n
He almost smiled.<\/p>\n
\u201cNot much.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
He placed it on the table.<\/p>\n
\u201cI used to hate this thing.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt looked cheap.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at the worn leather strap.<\/p>\n
Plain steel case.<\/p>\n
Simple dial.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt is.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAre you keeping it?\u201d<\/p>\n
Gavin nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s why I\u2019m here.\u201d<\/p>\n
I waited.<\/p>\n
\u201cMy father left me a watch, books, camping gear, and advice.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMy mother spent twenty years trying to turn that into a fortune.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd I spent twenty years acting like the fortune was what would prove he mattered.\u201d<\/p>\n
He touched the watch.<\/p>\n
\u201cI think I finally understand what he left.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA warning.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at him.<\/p>\n
\u201cAgainst what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecoming someone who needs other people to believe he has more than he does.\u201d<\/p>\n
That was accurate.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat are you going to do?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWork.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot LatticeForge.\u201d<\/p>\n
He had resigned.<\/p>\n
The company would not bring him back.<\/p>\n
\u201cConsulting?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe eventually.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNow?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m helping a friend with a small software company.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPaid?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot much.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBetter.\u201d<\/p>\n
He smiled.<\/p>\n
Then became serious.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m not asking you to forgive me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI just wanted you to know I\u2019m not fighting the asset restrictions anymore.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is between you and the process.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why tell me?\u201d<\/p>\n
He thought.<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause I used to tell you every decision after I made sure it sounded impressive.\u201d<\/p>\n
I waited.<\/p>\n
\u201cThis one doesn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
That may have been progress.<\/p>\n
He stood to leave.<\/p>\n
At the door, he stopped.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you regret marrying me?\u201d<\/p>\n
The question was unfair.<\/p>\n
Also inevitable.<\/p>\n
I answered carefully.<\/p>\n
\u201cI regret what you did inside the marriage.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat wasn\u2019t the question.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
He waited.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know what my life would have been if I hadn\u2019t married you.\u201d<\/p>\n
He nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t either.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m not going to invent a better life just to make this one easier to judge.\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked down.<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo I wish I had known everything before choosing you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
His face tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is the part I regret most.\u201d<\/p>\n
He left.<\/p>\n
I watched him go.<\/p>\n
Not wishing him back.<\/p>\n
Not wishing him destroyed.<\/p>\n
Just allowing him to become someone outside my responsibility.<\/p>\n
That evening, Adrian called.<\/p>\n
The traced portion of my brokerage assets had finally been calculated.<\/p>\n
Original disputed contributions plus attributable growth.<\/p>\n
The number was larger than I expected.<\/p>\n
About $2.4 million.<\/p>\n
I sat down.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happens?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cClaims process.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCan I relinquish it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou can place it under supervised resolution rather than contest ownership.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo negotiation?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIf part is later proven legitimately mine, they can tell me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd then?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019ll decide with full information.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mara, listening on the line, said nothing for a moment.<\/p>\n
Then:<\/p>\n
\u201cThat sounds familiar.\u201d<\/p>\n
Thomas and Graham\u2019s instruction.<\/p>\n
Full disclosure.<\/p>\n
Independent advice.<\/p>\n
Then choice.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
For once, we were following it.<\/p>\n
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