The envelope arrived on a Thursday afternoon in March.<\/p>\n
I almost threw it into the stack of charitable solicitations and retirement-community brochures that seemed to multiply whenever I left the mailbox unattended for more than a day.<\/p>\n
Then I recognized the handwriting.<\/p>\n
Brenda\u2019s name was written in the upper-left corner.<\/p>\n
No return label.<\/p>\n
No decorative stationery.<\/p>\n
Just BRENDA VANCE in careful blue ink, followed by an Oakridge address I remembered from childhood.<\/p>\n
I stood in the kitchen holding it longer than necessary.<\/p>\n
Six months had passed since the reunion.<\/p>\n
Six months since the apron.<\/p>\n
Six months since Brenda\u2019s apology near the ballroom doors.<\/p>\n
In that time, the Arthur Caldwell Memorial Hospitality Scholarship had gone from an idea inside a manila folder to a functioning program with enough committed funding for its first five students.<\/p>\n
Brenda had joined the volunteer committee.<\/p>\n
True to what David had told me, she worked quietly.<\/p>\n
She attended planning meetings.<\/p>\n
She helped contact local schools.<\/p>\n
She volunteered to interview applicants.<\/p>\n
She had never once mentioned the reunion in front of the committee.<\/p>\n
Neither had I.<\/p>\n
We behaved with the careful politeness of people who had survived a collision and were now pretending the dent in the guardrail did not exist.<\/p>\n
That made the letter more unsettling.<\/p>\n
I carried it to my desk.<\/p>\n
For several minutes, I did not open it.<\/p>\n
The old reflex returned.<\/p>\n
Brenda possessed information.<\/p>\n
Therefore, the information was dangerous.<\/p>\n
I disliked realizing that some habits survived even after their reason disappeared.<\/p>\n
Finally, I slid my finger beneath the flap.<\/p>\n
There were three handwritten pages inside.<\/p>\n
The first sentence made me sit down.<\/p>\n
Martha, there is something I should have told you fifty-five years ago.<\/p>\n
I stopped reading.<\/p>\n
Outside my office window, a Caldwell truck reversed toward the loading dock. Its warning alarm beeped steadily.<\/p>\n
Normal life continued.<\/p>\n
I began again.<\/p>\n
Brenda wrote that she had spent months deciding whether to contact me.<\/p>\n
She said the reunion apology had been sincere but incomplete.<\/p>\n
She said there was something about the prom dress I had never known.<\/p>\n
Something she had done before I entered the gymnasium.<\/p>\n
My stomach tightened.<\/p>\n
I read faster.<\/p>\n
Brenda knew the dress had been made from the blue-check cotton before the dance.<\/p>\n
That part did not surprise me.<\/p>\n
What surprised me was how she knew.<\/p>\n
My mother had told Brenda\u2019s mother.<\/p>\n
Not casually.<\/p>\n
Not through gossip.<\/p>\n
They had been speaking because Brenda\u2019s mother had come into the bakery where my mother worked.<\/p>\n
I lowered the letter.<\/p>\n
I remembered Mrs. Vance vaguely.<\/p>\n
Tall.<\/p>\n
Carefully dressed.<\/p>\n
A woman who always seemed slightly irritated by the existence of other people.<\/p>\n
According to Brenda, her mother had ordered pastries for the prom committee.<\/p>\n
My mother had been packaging the order.<\/p>\n
They spoke about the dance.<\/p>\n
Mrs. Vance asked whether I was attending.<\/p>\n
My mother, proud of the dress we were making, explained that we had transformed unused fabric from my grandmother\u2019s house into something new.<\/p>\n
She even mentioned how much I had worried that other students might recognize what the material had originally been meant for.<\/p>\n
My mother had trusted the conversation.<\/p>\n
That realization hurt.<\/p>\n
Brenda wrote that her mother came home and repeated it.<\/p>\n
Then she added one more detail.<\/p>\n
Mrs. Vance did not tell Brenda because she thought the dress was funny.<\/p>\n
She told her because she had seen it half-finished at the bakery when my mother brought a piece of fabric to work.<\/p>\n
And she had called it lovely.<\/p>\n
I read the sentence twice.<\/p>\n
Brenda\u2019s mother had admired my dress.<\/p>\n
Apparently, that had irritated Brenda.<\/p>\n
At seventeen, she had already purchased her prom gown months earlier.<\/p>\n
It came from a department store in the city.<\/p>\n
She had spent weeks talking about it.<\/p>\n
Everyone knew what it cost.<\/p>\n
Everyone knew she had traveled with her mother to buy it.<\/p>\n
Brenda had expected attention.<\/p>\n
Then, several days before the prom, her mother remarked at dinner that Martha Higgins might arrive in the most original dress there.<\/p>\n
I put the pages down.<\/p>\n
For several seconds, I stared at nothing.<\/p>\n
So that was it?<\/p>\n
Jealousy?<\/p>\n
It felt too ordinary.<\/p>\n
Too small.<\/p>\n
I wanted the truth to be larger because the consequences had been large.<\/p>\n
Fifty-five years of shame should have required a grander cause.<\/p>\n
But most cruelty did not.<\/p>\n
Sometimes a life changed because a seventeen-year-old girl felt threatened by another girl\u2019s homemade dress.<\/p>\n
I continued reading.<\/p>\n
Brenda admitted she decided before the prom that she would make sure nobody admired what I wore.<\/p>\n
She told two friends the tablecloth story ahead of time.<\/p>\n
She exaggerated it.<\/p>\n
She claimed my mother had cut up an old stained dining cloth because we could not afford real fabric.<\/p>\n
That was a lie.<\/p>\n
The material had never been used.<\/p>\n
The distinction meant everything to me at seventeen.<\/p>\n
To Brenda, it had been merely useful ammunition.<\/p>\n
Then came the sentence I had not expected.<\/p>\n
I did not choose you because I thought you were weak. I chose you because I was afraid people might like you more than they liked me.<\/p>\n
I leaned back.<\/p>\n
A laugh escaped me.<\/p>\n
Not because it was funny.<\/p>\n
Because life sometimes waited fifty-five years to reveal that the monster behind a locked door had once been another frightened child.<\/p>\n
I read on.<\/p>\n
Brenda said she had remembered the incident for decades.<\/p>\n
She had told herself I probably forgot.<\/p>\n
Then she saw me at the reunion.<\/p>\n
Gray dress.<\/p>\n
No jewelry meant to impress.<\/p>\n
Calm.<\/p>\n
Still, in her words, \u201cannoyingly impossible to place.\u201d<\/p>\n
That phrase sounded like Brenda.<\/p>\n
She admitted the old instinct returned before she understood what she was doing.<\/p>\n
She saw me near the service carts and suddenly wanted the room to recognize the old hierarchy.<\/p>\n
She picked up the apron.<\/p>\n
She made the joke.<\/p>\n
Then Robert Sterling walked in.<\/p>\n
The humiliation she experienced afterward was deserved, she wrote.<\/p>\n
But what had stayed with her was not the revelation about my company.<\/p>\n
It was what I said near the ballroom doors.<\/p>\n
You treated me according to what you thought I was.<\/p>\n
Brenda wrote that she had been hearing those words ever since.<\/p>\n
I folded the first page backward and continued.<\/p>\n
The final section concerned my mother.<\/p>\n
That was where the letter became difficult.<\/p>\n
Brenda had visited the bakery several weeks after the prom.<\/p>\n
My mother was working.<\/p>\n
Brenda expected her to be angry.<\/p>\n
She was not.<\/p>\n
Instead, my mother gave her a paper bag containing two cinnamon rolls.<\/p>\n
Brenda wrote that she had been confused.<\/p>\n
Then my mother said something.<\/p>\n
I read it three times.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhatever made you hurt Martha must hurt you too.\u201d<\/p>\n
My hands began shaking.<\/p>\n
I put the letter on the desk.<\/p>\n
The office disappeared.<\/p>\n
I saw my mother at the kitchen table.<\/p>\n
Thread between her fingers.<\/p>\n
Tired eyes.<\/p>\n
The blue fabric spread beneath her hands.<\/p>\n
I had never known Brenda returned to the bakery.<\/p>\n
I had never known my mother spoke to her.<\/p>\n
More importantly, I had never known what my mother said.<\/p>\n
She had protected me from the conversation.<\/p>\n
Perhaps she understood that telling me would have made Brenda even larger inside my life.<\/p>\n
I wiped my eyes with the heel of my hand.<\/p>\n
Then I finished the letter.<\/p>\n
Brenda said she had laughed at my mother.<\/p>\n
Not openly.<\/p>\n
But dismissively.<\/p>\n
She said she was fine.<\/p>\n
She told my mother I was too sensitive.<\/p>\n
Then she left.<\/p>\n
Years later, when Brenda\u2019s own daughter came home from school crying because a group of girls had mocked her clothes, Brenda remembered those words.<\/p>\n
Whatever made you hurt Martha must hurt you too.<\/p>\n
According to the letter, she still did not understand them fully.<\/p>\n
Not then.<\/p>\n
Perhaps not now.<\/p>\n
But after the reunion, she finally admitted that the cruelty had never been about my dress.<\/p>\n
It had been about fear.<\/p>\n
Fear of losing attention.<\/p>\n
Fear of looking ordinary.<\/p>\n
Fear that somebody with less money could walk into the same room and still possess something she could not buy.<\/p>\n
Brenda ended with a request.<\/p>\n
Not forgiveness.<\/p>\n
She was careful about that.<\/p>\n
She asked whether I would meet her once, privately.<\/p>\n
She wanted to return something.<\/p>\n
That sentence irritated me immediately.<\/p>\n
Return what?<\/p>\n
She did not explain.<\/p>\n
I reread the final paragraph.<\/p>\n
If you say no, I will understand. I have spent most of my life taking choices away from other people whenever their choices made me uncomfortable. I am trying not to do that anymore.<\/p>\n
I placed the pages beside the envelope.<\/p>\n
For the rest of the afternoon, I accomplished almost nothing.<\/p>\n
At four, David entered carrying a tablet.<\/p>\n
He stopped when he saw me.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happened?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNothing.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou taught me never to believe that answer.\u201d<\/p>\n
I handed him the letter.<\/p>\n
He read it standing beside my desk.<\/p>\n
Halfway through, he sat down.<\/p>\n
When he finished, he returned the pages carefully.<\/p>\n
\u201cWell.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat was my reaction.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does she want to return?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAre you going?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
He leaned back.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you believe her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is not one question.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFine. Do you believe she was jealous?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you believe she remembers what Grandma said?\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at the letter.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you believe she has changed?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
David nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat one matters most.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDoes it?\u201d<\/p>\n
He considered.<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe not.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at him.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou don\u2019t need her to change for your life to be different.\u201d<\/p>\n
There was Arthur in him again.<\/p>\n
I smiled.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou should stop doing that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDoing what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSounding like your father when I\u2019m trying to remain stubborn.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOccupational hazard.\u201d<\/p>\n
He stood.<\/p>\n
\u201cAt least meet her somewhere public.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m seventy-four now.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou are also five-foot-four and overly confident.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat sounds like a compliment.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt isn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
After he left, I called Brenda.<\/p>\n
She answered on the second ring.<\/p>\n
\u201cMartha?\u201d<\/p>\n
No greeting.<\/p>\n
She had recognized the number.<\/p>\n
\u201cI received your letter.\u201d<\/p>\n
Silence.<\/p>\n
\u201cThank you for reading it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat do you want to give me?\u201d<\/p>\n
Her breath moved softly over the line.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019d rather show you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat sounds ominous.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt isn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThere\u2019s a diner near Oakridge. Miller\u2019s.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSaturday?\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at my calendar.<\/p>\n
\u201cTen.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019ll be there.\u201d<\/p>\n
Before I could hang up, she spoke again.<\/p>\n
\u201cMartha?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI meant what I wrote.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat doesn\u2019t mean you believe me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
Another silence.<\/p>\n
Then Brenda said something that, years earlier, would have been impossible for her.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s fair.\u201d<\/p>\n
Saturday morning was gray and cold.<\/p>\n
Miller\u2019s Diner looked nearly unchanged from the place Arthur and I occasionally visited in our thirties.<\/p>\n
Same chrome trim.<\/p>\n
Same pie case.<\/p>\n
Same coffee that tasted stronger than necessary.<\/p>\n
Brenda was already seated in a corner booth.<\/p>\n
Beside her rested a flat cardboard box.<\/p>\n
My attention went immediately to it.<\/p>\n
She noticed.<\/p>\n
\u201cCoffee first.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMartha.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou wrote me three pages and invited me here because of that box. I am not discussing weather while it sits next to you.\u201d<\/p>\n
A faint smile appeared.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou haven\u2019t changed as much as you think.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is entirely possible.\u201d<\/p>\n
She slid the box across the table.<\/p>\n
My hands rested beside it.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat is this?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOpen it.\u201d<\/p>\n
I lifted the lid.<\/p>\n
For several seconds, I did not understand what I was seeing.<\/p>\n
Blue.<\/p>\n
Faded blue checks.<\/p>\n
Old cotton.<\/p>\n
Carefully folded.<\/p>\n
My breath stopped.<\/p>\n
I touched the fabric.<\/p>\n
No.<\/p>\n
It could not be.<\/p>\n
The blue-check prom dress had disappeared decades earlier.<\/p>\n
After the dance, I shoved it into the back of my closet.<\/p>\n
Months later, when my mother suggested donating clothes, I put the dress inside a paper bag and left it with other items at the church charity drive.<\/p>\n
I had assumed it was sold.<\/p>\n
Discarded.<\/p>\n
Cut into rags.<\/p>\n
Gone.<\/p>\n
But lying inside the box was a section of blue-check cotton.<\/p>\n
Not the whole dress.<\/p>\n
A rectangular piece.<\/p>\n
One edge still carried the uneven seam my mother and I had sewn.<\/p>\n
I knew that stitching.<\/p>\n
My fingers traced it.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere did you get this?\u201d<\/p>\n
Brenda did not answer immediately.<\/p>\n
Her face had become pale.<\/p>\n
\u201cAt the church sale.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked up.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe week after your family donated clothes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow would you know?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause I saw the dress.\u201d<\/p>\n
My hand froze.<\/p>\n
Brenda looked down at the table.<\/p>\n
\u201cI bought it.\u201d<\/p>\n
The diner seemed suddenly too loud.<\/p>\n
Plates.<\/p>\n
Silverware.<\/p>\n
A child laughing near the counter.<\/p>\n
I stared at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou bought my prom dress?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is not an answer.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
She folded her hands.<\/p>\n
\u201cI saw it hanging on a rack.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI recognized it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo you bought it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
Brenda\u2019s eyes lifted.<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause I didn\u2019t want anyone else wearing it.\u201d<\/p>\n
The cruelty of the answer landed before I understood the shame behind it.<\/p>\n
She continued quickly.<\/p>\n
\u201cAt least that\u2019s what I told myself.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did you do with it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI took it home.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI hid it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou keep saying that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause I was seventeen, Martha, and I was not honest with myself.\u201d<\/p>\n
She pushed the box slightly closer.<\/p>\n
\u201cI hated the dress.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo. You hated me in the dress.\u201d<\/p>\n
She nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
That agreement surprised me.<\/p>\n
Then she said, \u201cBut I also thought it was beautiful.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cI bought it because I couldn\u2019t stand the idea of someone else seeing it and thinking it was beautiful too.\u201d<\/p>\n
There it was again.<\/p>\n
Fear.<\/p>\n
Possession.<\/p>\n
The strange logic of insecurity.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happened to it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMy mother found it.\u201d<\/p>\n
Brenda looked away.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe knew immediately.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did she say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe asked me whether I planned to wear it.\u201d<\/p>\n
Despite everything, I laughed.<\/p>\n
Brenda did too.<\/p>\n
Just once.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe knew I wouldn\u2019t. Then she asked why I had bought it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI lied.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOf course.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI said I wanted it for a costume.\u201d<\/p>\n
I waited.<\/p>\n
\u201cMy mother did not believe me.\u201d<\/p>\n
The waitress approached.<\/p>\n
Neither of us moved.<\/p>\n
Brenda waved her away.<\/p>\n
Then she returned her gaze to the fabric.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe told me to return it to you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou didn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause returning it meant admitting I cared.\u201d<\/p>\n
I shook my head.<\/p>\n
\u201cSeventeen-year-olds are exhausting.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did your mother do?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe cut off this piece.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked down sharply.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe said if I insisted on keeping the dress, she was keeping part of it until I learned why I had bought it.\u201d<\/p>\n
I touched the fabric again.<\/p>\n
\u201cSo your mother kept this?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor fifty-five years.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy would she?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cApparently she believed I would eventually become intelligent.\u201d<\/p>\n
That almost made me smile.<\/p>\n
\u201cOptimistic woman.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cVery.\u201d<\/p>\n
Brenda reached into her handbag and removed a smaller envelope.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe died four years ago.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m sorry.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThank you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen I cleared her house, I found this fabric in a cedar chest.\u201d<\/p>\n
Her voice weakened.<\/p>\n
\u201cWith it was a note.\u201d<\/p>\n
She placed the envelope between us.<\/p>\n
My name was written on the front.<\/p>\n
Not Brenda\u2019s handwriting.<\/p>\n
Older.<\/p>\n
More formal.<\/p>\n
Martha Higgins Caldwell.<\/p>\n
I looked at Brenda.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe wrote this?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor me?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know exactly. Years ago.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you read it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
I studied her face.<\/p>\n
She shook her head.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt\u2019s sealed.\u201d<\/p>\n
The flap remained intact.<\/p>\n
I picked it up.<\/p>\n
The paper felt brittle.<\/p>\n
Brenda said quietly, \u201cI thought the fabric was what I needed to return.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at the envelope.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd the letter?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat belongs to you.\u201d<\/p>\n
I slipped my finger beneath the flap.<\/p>\n
Then stopped.<\/p>\n
Some instinct made me look at Brenda first.<\/p>\n
She seemed frightened.<\/p>\n
Not of me.<\/p>\n
Of what the letter might contain.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you want me to read it here?\u201d<\/p>\n
She considered.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause my mother knew things about me I spent years avoiding.\u201d<\/p>\n
I placed the sealed letter into my handbag.<\/p>\n
Then I folded the piece of blue cotton and returned it to the box.<\/p>\n
Brenda watched.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m sorry,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n
\u201cFor the dress?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor all of it.\u201d<\/p>\n
I nodded.<\/p>\n
Not forgiveness.<\/p>\n
Not yet.<\/p>\n
Perhaps that was no longer the correct question.<\/p>\n
We sat silently for another minute.<\/p>\n
Then I asked the thing that had bothered me since reading her letter.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen my mother gave you those cinnamon rolls, did you eat them?\u201d<\/p>\n
Brenda blinked.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe cinnamon rolls.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBoth?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
I smiled despite myself.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe made the best cinnamon rolls in Oakridge.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThey were excellent.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe should have charged you.\u201d<\/p>\n
Brenda laughed.<\/p>\n
This time, I laughed too.<\/p>\n
It lasted perhaps three seconds.<\/p>\n
But it was the first time in my life that Brenda Vance and I laughed at the same thing without someone being hurt.<\/p>\n
When I returned home, I placed the cardboard box on my kitchen table.<\/p>\n
For nearly an hour, I avoided the sealed letter.<\/p>\n
I washed a clean mug.<\/p>\n
Wiped a counter that did not need wiping.<\/p>\n
Checked my email.<\/p>\n
Then finally, I sat down.<\/p>\n
I opened the envelope.<\/p>\n
Inside was a single page.<\/p>\n
The first line began:<\/p>\n
Dear Martha, if Brenda has finally given you this, then perhaps she has at last become brave enough to admit what happened in our house before your prom.<\/p>\n
I stopped breathing.<\/p>\n
Before the prom?<\/p>\n
I read the next sentence.<\/p>\n
And the version Brenda had told me at the diner suddenly seemed incomplete.<\/p>\n
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