{"id":15960,"date":"2026-10-08T11:46:34","date_gmt":"2026-10-08T11:46:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/?p=15960"},"modified":"2026-10-08T11:46:34","modified_gmt":"2026-10-08T11:46:34","slug":"part-47-rebecca-asked-claire-for-one-last-meeting-before-her-indictment-and-the-answer-finally-broke-our-familys-habit-of-calling-control-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/?p=15960","title":{"rendered":"PART 47 \u2013 Rebecca Asked Claire for One Last Meeting Before Her Indictment, and the Answer Finally Broke Our Family\u2019s Habit of Calling Control Love"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Claire called me at seven the next morning.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I&#39;m going.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I knew immediately.<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Do you want me there?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;No.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Good.<\/p>\n<p>Then:<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I want you nearby.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Also good.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Where?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Federal detention interview facility.<\/p>\n<p>Claire&#39;s lawyer would attend.<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca&#39;s lawyer too.<\/p>\n<p>Marquez had approved a monitored family meeting because Rebecca had indicated she might supplement her statement afterward.<\/p>\n<p>I waited in a separate room.<\/p>\n<p>Not listening.<\/p>\n<p>That was deliberate.<\/p>\n<p>Claire&#39;s conversation with her mother did not belong to me merely because I knew the history.<\/p>\n<p>An hour passed.<\/p>\n<p>Then another.<\/p>\n<p>When Claire emerged, her eyes were swollen but dry.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Coffee?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Yes.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>We sat in a government cafeteria.<\/p>\n<p>Bad chairs.<\/p>\n<p>Worse coffee.<\/p>\n<p>A surprisingly appropriate place for the collapse of a family dynasty.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;She apologized.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I waited.<\/p>\n<p>Claire stirred sugar she did not need.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Not like before.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;What changed?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;She stopped explaining.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>That mattered.<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca had spent years attaching reasons to every wrong thing.<\/p>\n<p>Robert.<\/p>\n<p>Claire.<\/p>\n<p>Fear.<\/p>\n<p>Career.<\/p>\n<p>Leonard.<\/p>\n<p>Andrew.<\/p>\n<p>Protection.<\/p>\n<p>Some reasons were true.<\/p>\n<p>They still crowded out responsibility.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;What did she say?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Claire looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;She said, &#39;I chose things that hurt you and other people. Some choices began because I was afraid. I kept making them after fear stopped being the reason.&#39;&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I nodded.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;That&#39;s different.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Yes.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Did you forgive her?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;No.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Okay.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Claire looked almost irritated.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;You&#39;re really not going to tell me I should?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;No.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Even now?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Especially now.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>She smiled faintly.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;She asked too.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Asked you to forgive her?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;No.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Then what?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;She asked me not to.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I frowned.<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca told Claire she had spent her entire life trying to control what Claire believed about her.<\/p>\n<p>First hiding Michael.<\/p>\n<p>Then hiding Robert.<\/p>\n<p>Then hiding Peter.<\/p>\n<p>Then selectively confessing.<\/p>\n<p>Even apologies could become another attempt to direct Claire&#39;s feelings.<\/p>\n<p>So Rebecca said:<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Don&#39;t forgive me because I finally told the truth.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Claire&#39;s voice broke slightly.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;She said if forgiveness comes, it belongs to me.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I stared into my coffee.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe Rebecca had finally learned something too.<\/p>\n<p>Late.<\/p>\n<p>Very late.<\/p>\n<p>Still real.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;What did you tell her?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;That I love her.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;And?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;That I don&#39;t trust her.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Both.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;She cried.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Claire swallowed.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I expected her to argue.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Did she?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;No.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Good.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I told her I might visit.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Good.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I told her I might not.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Also good.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Claire smiled.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;You have one answer for everything.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Apparently.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Then she told me Rebecca had given investigators a complete statement about Mom&#39;s medication.<\/p>\n<p>Not just what Leonard knew.<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca admitted authorizing Thomas to create a medical crisis.<\/p>\n<p>She did not know the exact compound.<\/p>\n<p>She knew Thomas had access to dangerous drugs.<\/p>\n<p>She knew death was possible.<\/p>\n<p>She proceeded anyway.<\/p>\n<p>After Mom&#39;s stroke, Rebecca realized Thomas had likely exceeded what she claimed to intend.<\/p>\n<p>She covered it up.<\/p>\n<p>That made her legally and morally responsible in ways she had spent years avoiding.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;She also admitted something about Dad.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Michael?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;No. Peter.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Claire corrected herself.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Sorry. Family vocabulary.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Understandable.<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca admitted that when Peter resurfaced secretly years later, she had one opportunity to help him expose Andrew.<\/p>\n<p>She refused.<\/p>\n<p>Not because Claire was threatened then.<\/p>\n<p>Because Rebecca had become a judge.<\/p>\n<p>Exposure would end her career.<\/p>\n<p>Peter disappeared again partly because his own sister chose status over truth.<\/p>\n<p>Claire stared at the table.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;She said that was the moment she stopped being Robert&#39;s victim and became his successor.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Maybe there was no single moment.<\/p>\n<p>But I understood why Rebecca needed one.<\/p>\n<p>People often needed a line to name what had happened gradually.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;What will Peter do?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Testify.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;About her?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Yes.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;How does Claire feel about that?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>She looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Claire is sitting right here.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I smiled.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Fair.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Claire thinks Peter should tell the truth.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Good.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;And Claire hates it.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Also fair.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>We finished the coffee.<\/p>\n<p>No solution.<\/p>\n<p>No neat emotion.<\/p>\n<p>Then Marquez entered.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Rebecca has requested a full proffer.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Claire nodded.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;She told me.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;She&#39;ll identify remaining active network participants.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Why now?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Marquez shrugged.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;You&#39;d have to ask her.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Claire answered instead.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Because she finally believes the network won&#39;t belong to someone else when she&#39;s done.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>That made sense.<\/p>\n<p>Before, every confession shifted power.<\/p>\n<p>Robert to Rebecca.<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca to Andrew.<\/p>\n<p>Andrew to Thomas.<\/p>\n<p>Thomas to whoever held the ledger.<\/p>\n<p>Now there was no successor.<\/p>\n<p>No private archive.<\/p>\n<p>No family controller.<\/p>\n<p>Truth no longer crowned someone.<\/p>\n<p>It simply became evidence.<\/p>\n<p>That afternoon, Victor was formally arraigned.<\/p>\n<p>No special deal.<\/p>\n<p>Curtis watched remotely.<\/p>\n<p>Samuel testified before a grand jury.<\/p>\n<p>Leonard continued cooperating.<\/p>\n<p>Thomas refused further interviews after learning Victor surrendered.<\/p>\n<p>Andrew demanded a deal and did not receive the one he wanted.<\/p>\n<p>Pike began naming police contacts.<\/p>\n<p>Danner&#39;s attorneys challenged everything.<\/p>\n<p>Halpern denied knowing the full structure.<\/p>\n<p>Nathan admitted his part in planting the ZERO key.<\/p>\n<p>Janet Bell was not charged for preserving Site Zero and voluntarily surrendered every remaining access mechanism.<\/p>\n<p>The network was not ending in one courtroom.<\/p>\n<p>It was being separated into cases.<\/p>\n<p>Victims.<\/p>\n<p>Defendants.<\/p>\n<p>Witnesses.<\/p>\n<p>Facts.<\/p>\n<p>Exactly what families resisted.<\/p>\n<p>Separation.<\/p>\n<p>At home, Richard helped me repair Tyler&#39;s door.<\/p>\n<p>We removed the damaged section.<\/p>\n<p>Filled it.<\/p>\n<p>Sanded.<\/p>\n<p>Painted.<\/p>\n<p>The patch remained visible until the second coat dried.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Want to leave the dent?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;No.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>He looked surprised.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I thought you wanted the reminder.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I did.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;And now?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I remember.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Damage did not have to remain damaged to prove it happened.<\/p>\n<p>That thought stayed with me.<\/p>\n<p>When the paint dried, the door looked ordinary.<\/p>\n<p>Not new.<\/p>\n<p>Ordinary.<\/p>\n<p>I liked that.<\/p>\n<p>Richard washed the brush in the utility sink.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;What about the money?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Dad&#39;s restitution fund.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I haven&#39;t decided.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;You want my opinion?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I looked at him.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Do you want to give it?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>He smiled.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Not particularly.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Progress.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I might take part.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;For what?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Therapy.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>He blinked.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;For you?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Yes.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Good.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;And maybe legal costs.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Also good.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;The rest to victims.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Could.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I raised an eyebrow.<\/p>\n<p>He laughed.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Sorry.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I had not decided.<\/p>\n<p>But for the first time, accepting money did not feel automatically like accepting Dad&#39;s control.<\/p>\n<p>If it was restitution, I could decide what repair meant.<\/p>\n<p>Not him.<\/p>\n<p>Me.<\/p>\n<p>The doorbell rang.<\/p>\n<p>Tyler.<\/p>\n<p>He had called first.<\/p>\n<p>Asked if he could stop by for fifteen minutes.<\/p>\n<p>I said yes.<\/p>\n<p>He stood outside wearing work boots.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Job?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Trial shift.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Where?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Warehouse.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I stared.<\/p>\n<p>He laughed nervously.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Different kind.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Please.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Furniture distribution.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Good.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>He had been offered three days of temporary work through an agency.<\/p>\n<p>Not a career.<\/p>\n<p>Not redemption.<\/p>\n<p>Work.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I wanted to tell you.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Okay.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>He remained outside.<\/p>\n<p>I realized he was waiting.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;You can come in.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Thanks.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>He entered.<\/p>\n<p>Saw the repaired door upstairs from the hall.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;You fixed it.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Yes.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>His face changed.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I thought you&#39;d leave it.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;So did I.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Why didn&#39;t you?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Because I don&#39;t need damage preserved forever to prove it was real.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>He absorbed that.<\/p>\n<p>Then nodded.<\/p>\n<p>His public defender had negotiated conditions while charges proceeded.<\/p>\n<p>Counseling.<\/p>\n<p>No contact with certain co-defendants without authorization.<\/p>\n<p>Financial disclosures.<\/p>\n<p>Restitution process.<\/p>\n<p>Possibility of probation on some counts depending on cooperation, but assault remained unresolved.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Are you scared?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Yes.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Good.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>He looked surprised.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Good?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Fear isn&#39;t always an emergency.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>He almost smiled.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Therapist said something like that.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;You have a therapist?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;First appointment yesterday.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I tried not to look too pleased.<\/p>\n<p>He noticed anyway.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Don&#39;t make it weird.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I laughed.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Fair.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Then he said:<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I talked to Uncle Michael.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>My expression changed.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;He called me.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;What did he want?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;To apologize.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;For?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Using me.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Good.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;He also said he won&#39;t ask me to keep things from you.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Good.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I told him I wouldn&#39;t anyway.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Better.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;How did he take that?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;He said good.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Maybe Michael was learning.<\/p>\n<p>Tyler looked toward the repaired door.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Can I ask something?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Yes.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;If I get better, do I get to come home?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>There it was.<\/p>\n<p>The transaction.<\/p>\n<p>Change in exchange for restoration.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;No.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>He looked hurt.<\/p>\n<p>I continued.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Getting better isn&#39;t rent.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>He frowned.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;You don&#39;t do counseling to earn your old room.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Then what am I doing it for?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Your life.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>He looked away.<\/p>\n<p>I waited.<\/p>\n<p>Eventually he nodded.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Right.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;You may visit.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Maybe stay for Christmas?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;We&#39;ll see.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Not never.<\/p>\n<p>Not promised.<\/p>\n<p>We&#39;ll see.<\/p>\n<p>Tyler smiled faintly.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I can live with that.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I believed him.<\/p>\n<p>After he left, I stood at the front door.<\/p>\n<p>The repaired bedroom door was upstairs.<\/p>\n<p>The new front lock clicked behind him.<\/p>\n<p>Neither felt like punishment.<\/p>\n<p>They were simply parts of a house that had boundaries again.<\/p>\n<p>My phone rang.<\/p>\n<p>Elaine.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Northstar dissolution order was entered.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I sat.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Final?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Corporate dissolution, yes. Evidence trust remains until cases conclude.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;So I own nothing.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;You own your house.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I laughed.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;That&#39;ll do.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;There&#39;s one more filing.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Of course.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;What?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>The original Collins warehouse properties had been frozen because proceeds from their sale flowed through corrupt accounts.<\/p>\n<p>Warehouse Three&#39;s land still existed under a successor parcel.<\/p>\n<p>A court-appointed receiver wanted victim claims.<\/p>\n<p>Dad&#39;s restitution fund gave me standing.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;So?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;So you can claim a portion.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;No.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Elaine waited.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;That fast?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Yes.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Why?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Because I don&#39;t want the warehouse.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Money from it, not the building.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Same answer.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Okay.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>No argument.<\/p>\n<p>I appreciated that.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Put whatever share is legally attributable to me into the victim pool.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I&#39;ll prepare it.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Elaine?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Yes?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Thank you.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;For what?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Never telling me what Dad would have wanted.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>She laughed.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I&#39;ve met enough dead men in this case.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>After the call, I went outside.<\/p>\n<p>The evening was cold.<\/p>\n<p>Mrs. Brennan waved from across the street.<\/p>\n<p>I waved back.<\/p>\n<p>No surveillance vehicle.<\/p>\n<p>No hidden camera that I knew of.<\/p>\n<p>No Michael in a parked car.<\/p>\n<p>No Leonard.<\/p>\n<p>No Curtis.<\/p>\n<p>No Tyler waiting for money.<\/p>\n<p>Just the neighborhood.<\/p>\n<p>Then a federal sedan stopped.<\/p>\n<p>Marquez stepped out.<\/p>\n<p>She carried one thin folder.<\/p>\n<p>I groaned.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Please tell me that&#39;s a restaurant menu.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Sorry.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;What now?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Something you should see before tomorrow.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;What&#39;s tomorrow?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;First consolidated victim-identification hearing.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Anthony Ruiz&#39;s daughter would attend.<\/p>\n<p>Samuel.<\/p>\n<p>Families of others.<\/p>\n<p>People whose identities had been stolen.<\/p>\n<p>People whose money had been routed.<\/p>\n<p>People harmed by officials the network controlled.<\/p>\n<p>The story was moving beyond us.<\/p>\n<p>Good.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;What is in the folder?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Marquez handed it to me.<\/p>\n<p>A photograph.<\/p>\n<p>Warehouse Two after the fire.<\/p>\n<p>Taken from across the road.<\/p>\n<p>Smoke rising.<\/p>\n<p>Fire crews.<\/p>\n<p>Police.<\/p>\n<p>At the edge of the frame stood a young woman.<\/p>\n<p>Me.<\/p>\n<p>I remembered being there.<\/p>\n<p>Dad had called.<\/p>\n<p>I arrived after dawn.<\/p>\n<p>But behind me, almost hidden by an ambulance, stood Michael.<\/p>\n<p>Alive.<\/p>\n<p>I stared.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;That&#39;s impossible.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Michael had supposedly already escaped.<\/p>\n<p>Samuel had pulled him away.<\/p>\n<p>Thomas began moving him.<\/p>\n<p>Yet there he was.<\/p>\n<p>Twenty yards behind me.<\/p>\n<p>Looking directly at me.<\/p>\n<p>On the back of the photograph someone had written:<\/p>\n<p>HE COULD HAVE CALLED HER.<\/p>\n<p>My chest tightened.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Who wrote that?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Marquez answered:<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Samuel.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>I looked up.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Why?&quot;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Because there&#39;s one last part Michael hasn&#39;t told you.&quot;<\/p>\n<hr>\n<h2><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/?p=15961\">Click here to continue reading: PART 48: Michael\u2019s Last Admission Returned Us to the Morning After the Fire, and I Finally Learned What He Chose When I Was Standing Twenty Yards Away<\/a><\/strong><\/h2>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Claire called me at seven the next morning. &quot;I&#39;m going.&quot; I knew immediately. 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