Maya arrived before breakfast.<\/p>\n
She carried printed copies of the contractor invoice and photographs from the property.<\/p>\n
I had already been awake for hours.<\/p>\n
\u201cTell me there\u2019s an explanation.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThere is.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo I want to hear it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProbably not.\u201d<\/p>\n
Beth poured coffee.<\/p>\n
Maya placed the invoice on the table.<\/p>\n
The request had been made from Margaret\u2019s phone.<\/p>\n
Interior bedroom security modification.<\/p>\n
External keyed lock.<\/p>\n
High-mounted latch.<\/p>\n
My stomach tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy a high latch?\u201d<\/p>\n
Maya looked at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
Hannah could not reach a high latch.<\/p>\n
Neither could a frightened child trying to help someone locked inside.<\/p>\n
\u201cMargaret says she ordered it because Richard asked her.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s different from arguing against it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat else does she say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat she believed the room might be used to contain Richard.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at Maya.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe claims she wanted a room where Richard could be separated from you if he became violent.\u201d<\/p>\n
I laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cFrom the outside?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is her explanation.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why put women\u2019s clothes in it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe says she didn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy were my wedding photograph and marriage certificate there?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe says Richard added them later.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy did the notes say what worked before?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe says Richard wrote that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo investigators believe her?\u201d<\/p>\n
Maya folded her hands.<\/p>\n
\u201cThey don\u2019t need to decide whether they believe her globally. They need evidence for individual claims.\u201d<\/p>\n
I hated how much I was learning to understand that sentence.<\/p>\n
Beth pushed a mug toward me.<\/p>\n
I ignored it.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Thomas say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHis account contradicts Margaret\u2019s.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe says Margaret stood inside the room with him while the contractor measured the door.\u201d<\/p>\n
My skin prickled.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did she say?\u201d<\/p>\n
Maya opened another page.<\/p>\n
\u201cThomas says she asked whether someone inside could remove the hinges.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stopped.<\/p>\n
Beth whispered, \u201cOh my God.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe hinges were changed to prevent that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo she helped make sure I couldn\u2019t escape.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat appears to be what the modification accomplished.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at the invoice.<\/p>\n
Margaret had been in my backyard after Richard hurt me.<\/p>\n
She knew exactly how frightened I was.<\/p>\n
Then, months later, she had apparently stood in a bedroom and asked whether I could dismantle the door from inside.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe\u2019s lying.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbout something, yes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Thomas think the room was for?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe says Richard told him it was for you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo Margaret\u2019s explanation is impossible.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt is contradicted by Thomas.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid he hear her say anything?\u201d<\/p>\n
Maya nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe provided investigators with messages.\u201d<\/p>\n
She handed me another page.<\/p>\n
The first was from Margaret.<\/p>\n
Make certain the lock cannot be opened from inside.<\/p>\n
Thomas replied:<\/p>\n
Richard said she\u2019ll only be there when she gets difficult.<\/p>\n
Margaret:<\/p>\n
That is the point.<\/p>\n
I pushed the paper away.<\/p>\n
Beth read it.<\/p>\n
Her jaw tightened.<\/p>\n
There was more.<\/p>\n
Thomas:<\/p>\n
What about the children?<\/p>\n
Margaret:<\/p>\n
They should not see her like that.<\/p>\n
I looked at Maya.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe knew.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe wanted the girls separated from me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe message strongly suggests that.\u201d<\/p>\n
My phone rang.<\/p>\n
Officer Brooks.<\/p>\n
She had learned we were with Maya.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re interviewing Margaret again.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTell her I read the messages.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI will.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAsk her why.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe have.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did she say?\u201d<\/p>\n
Officer Brooks paused.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe says she was afraid Richard would hurt you in front of the girls.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo she built him a private room to do it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is essentially the contradiction investigators put to her.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe asked for a break.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stood.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe always needs a break when the truth reaches her.\u201d<\/p>\n
Beth looked at me.<\/p>\n
I walked toward the window.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat about Thomas?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe admits the messages are genuine.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy did he help?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe says Richard had been his friend for decades.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat isn\u2019t an answer.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMoney?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPartly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFear?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPossibly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLoyalty?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe uses that word.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at the street.<\/p>\n
\u201cLoyalty to whom?\u201d<\/p>\n
Officer Brooks did not answer.<\/p>\n
An hour later, the school called.<\/p>\n
My body reacted instantly.<\/p>\n
Mrs. Greene assured me the girls were safe.<\/p>\n
\u201cThere\u2019s been an attempt to obtain information.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWho?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA woman called claiming to be from your attorney\u2019s office.\u201d<\/p>\n
Maya looked up.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat information?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPickup schedules.\u201d<\/p>\n
My hands went cold.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you give her anything?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid she give a name?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cRachel.\u201d<\/p>\n
Maya shook her head.<\/p>\n
Nobody in her office by that name.<\/p>\n
\u201cNumber?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBlocked.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mrs. Greene had already reported it.<\/p>\n
Lucy watched my face after I hung up.<\/p>\n
\u201cWas it Daddy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGrandma?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
She frowned.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou say that a lot now.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI do.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBefore, you always knew.\u201d<\/p>\n
The observation stopped me.<\/p>\n
Before, I had answered questions even when I did not know.<\/p>\n
Daddy\u2019s fine.<\/p>\n
Grandma means well.<\/p>\n
Nothing bad will happen.<\/p>\n
Certainty had been another kind of lie.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m trying not to pretend anymore.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lucy considered that.<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
That afternoon, Officer Brooks called again.<\/p>\n
Margaret had changed her statement.<\/p>\n
Again.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe admits the locked room was intended for you.\u201d<\/p>\n
I felt almost nothing.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat excuse now?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe says she believed confinement was safer than Richard physically restraining you.\u201d<\/p>\n
Beth made a sound of disbelief.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid anyone ask why those were apparently the only two choices?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe says she had spent years trying to manage him.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThere\u2019s that word.\u201d<\/p>\n
Manage.<\/p>\n
As if Richard were weather.<\/p>\n
A dangerous animal.<\/p>\n
Anything except a man responsible for choices.<\/p>\n
Officer Brooks continued.<\/p>\n
\u201cMargaret says she planned to keep a key.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid she?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA duplicate key was recovered from her purse.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stopped.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe still had it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe claims she intended to release you if necessary.\u201d<\/p>\n
I laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cAfter what?\u201d<\/p>\n
No answer.<\/p>\n
\u201cAfter he got his son?\u201d<\/p>\n
The words escaped before I meant to say them.<\/p>\n
Silence followed.<\/p>\n
Then Officer Brooks said, \u201cThat subject came up.\u201d<\/p>\n
My stomach tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Margaret say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe says Richard had been discussing another pregnancy for more than a year.\u201d<\/p>\n
I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n
I remembered him standing in the bathroom while I took medication after a difficult period.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat\u2019s that?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNothing.\u201d<\/p>\n
He had taken the packet from my hand.<\/p>\n
Later it disappeared.<\/p>\n
At the time I thought I had misplaced it.<\/p>\n
\u201cOfficer Brooks.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI need to tell you something.\u201d<\/p>\n
I described the medication.<\/p>\n
Birth control.<\/p>\n
Richard\u2019s objections.<\/p>\n
The missing packets.<\/p>\n
The months when he insisted contraception was making me \u201cemotional.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you ever become pregnant during that period?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you tell your doctor?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
I laughed weakly.<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause I thought losing pills was my fault.\u201d<\/p>\n
Officer Brooks took the information.<\/p>\n
Then she asked whether Richard had ever interfered with other contraception.<\/p>\n
I remembered arguments.<\/p>\n
Pressure.<\/p>\n
Threats.<\/p>\n
I answered as carefully as I could.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
When the call ended, Beth sat beside me.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou never told me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t tell anybody.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou knew it was wrong.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t have language for all of it.\u201d<\/p>\n
That was the truth.<\/p>\n
Violence was easy to recognize when it left bruises.<\/p>\n
Control could disguise itself as marriage.<\/p>\n
Privacy.<\/p>\n
Religion.<\/p>\n
Money.<\/p>\n
Concern.<\/p>\n
Family planning.<\/p>\n
Until every decision belonged to someone else and I could no longer remember when I had agreed.<\/p>\n
That evening, Caroline called.<\/p>\n
Natalie wanted to speak again.<\/p>\n
This time her expression was angry.<\/p>\n
\u201cMargaret called me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAn hour ago.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow did she get through?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDifferent number.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did she want?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTo apologize.\u201d<\/p>\n
I almost laughed.<\/p>\n
Natalie did not.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe told me she was trying to protect everyone.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you believe her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat else?\u201d<\/p>\n
Natalie\u2019s face tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe asked me not to tell investigators about the pills.\u201d<\/p>\n
My skin went cold.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat pills?\u201d<\/p>\n
Caroline appeared behind her.<\/p>\n
\u201cNatalie.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo. Claire needs to know.\u201d<\/p>\n
I leaned closer to the screen.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat pills?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAfter my miscarriage, Richard started giving me something at night.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said Price\u2019s father prescribed it.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared.<\/p>\n
\u201cPrice\u2019s father?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did it do?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMade me sleep.\u201d<\/p>\n
My stomach turned.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you know what it was?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot then.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid Margaret know?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe brought it sometimes.\u201d<\/p>\n
The note from the rural house returned.<\/p>\n
Samuel said something mild can help.<\/p>\n
A practice passed from one generation to another?<\/p>\n
No.<\/p>\n
I forced myself not to assume.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happened?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOne night I pretended to take it.\u201d<\/p>\n
Natalie\u2019s voice became quieter.<\/p>\n
\u201cI heard Richard and Margaret talking downstairs.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbout you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did they say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat I was easier when I slept.\u201d<\/p>\n
My fingers tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cRichard said if I kept resisting, he would increase it.\u201d<\/p>\n
Caroline reached for her sister.<\/p>\n
Natalie continued.<\/p>\n
\u201cI left soon after.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you keep any pills?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOne.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stopped.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI put it in an envelope.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo police know?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThey do now.\u201d<\/p>\n
Officer Brooks confirmed later that Natalie had preserved a tablet among her old documents. Whether it could still be reliably identified after so many years would require testing.<\/p>\n
I thought of the medication found at the rural property.<\/p>\n
\u201cWas the same drug there?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe don\u2019t know yet.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTest it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe are.\u201d<\/p>\n
The following morning, Maya received another filing from Richard\u2019s attorney.<\/p>\n
Richard now claimed Thomas Weller had acted independently.<\/p>\n
I stared at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cIndependently?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe says Thomas became overly involved because he believed your marriage was ending.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThomas independently bought tickets for my children?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is the argument.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIndependently installed locks?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cRichard claims he believed the locks were ordinary security improvements.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIndependently followed me?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe says he asked Thomas to determine whether you were having an affair, nothing more.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIndependently forged my signature?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe denies knowing about that entirely.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd Margaret?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe says his mother is confused and overprotective.\u201d<\/p>\n
I laughed.<\/p>\n
Richard was doing what he always did.<\/p>\n
Moving responsibility outward.<\/p>\n
Thomas misunderstood.<\/p>\n
Margaret overreacted.<\/p>\n
Price misinterpreted.<\/p>\n
Claire became unstable.<\/p>\n
Richard merely stood in the center of the wreckage, calm and disappointed in everyone else.<\/p>\n
Maya watched me.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know what he\u2019s doing.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe\u2019s making each piece look separate.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut they aren\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTickets. Surveillance. Medical letter. Locked room. Passports. The girls\u2019 records.\u201d<\/p>\n
Maya nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cPattern matters.\u201d<\/p>\n
I thought of Natalie.<\/p>\n
Anna.<\/p>\n
Grace.<\/p>\n
Margaret.<\/p>\n
Edward.<\/p>\n
\u201cThen we need the whole pattern.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is what investigators are building.\u201d<\/p>\n
Later that afternoon, Officer Brooks came to Beth\u2019s house carrying a sealed evidence photograph.<\/p>\n
The medication from the rural property had been identified preliminarily.<\/p>\n
A prescription sedative.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhose prescription?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo label on the tablets themselves.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat about packaging?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThere was none.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere did they come from?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re investigating.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPrice?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe denies supplying them.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you believe him?\u201d<\/p>\n
Brooks gave me the look that meant I already knew her answer.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe follow evidence.\u201d<\/p>\n
I nodded.<\/p>\n
Then she placed another photograph on the table.<\/p>\n
A small handwritten card had been found beneath the medication.<\/p>\n
Two columns.<\/p>\n
Morning.<\/p>\n
Night.<\/p>\n
Under Night was a dosage.<\/p>\n
Below that:<\/p>\n
Only if C. refuses to settle.<\/p>\n
C.<\/p>\n
Claire.<\/p>\n
My throat closed.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhose handwriting?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re comparing samples.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cRichard?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPossibly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMargaret?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPossibly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPrice?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re checking.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked away.<\/p>\n
Lucy was at school.<\/p>\n
Hannah too.<\/p>\n
For once I was grateful they were not in the house.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat would happen if I took that dose?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe need medical interpretation.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCould it hurt me?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAt excessive doses or in combination with other substances, sedatives can be dangerous. We are not assuming intended use until experts review everything.\u201d<\/p>\n
I understood.<\/p>\n
But another memory had surfaced.<\/p>\n
A dinner six months earlier.<\/p>\n
Margaret pouring me tea after Richard and I argued.<\/p>\n
I had become overwhelmingly tired.<\/p>\n
I barely remembered going upstairs.<\/p>\n
In the morning Richard said I had been \u201cridiculous\u201d and then passed out.<\/p>\n
I had believed him.<\/p>\n
Another night.<\/p>\n
A glass of wine.<\/p>\n
Unusual dizziness.<\/p>\n
Richard laughing because I could not walk straight.<\/p>\n
I gripped the table.<\/p>\n
\u201cOfficer Brooks.\u201d<\/p>\n
She saw my face.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI think they may have given me something before.\u201d<\/p>\n
Beth went completely still.<\/p>\n
I described the nights.<\/p>\n
The sudden sleepiness.<\/p>\n
The missing hours.<\/p>\n
The mornings when Richard told me what I had supposedly said or done.<\/p>\n
Officer Brooks wrote everything down.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you have any medical tests from those times?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAny messages?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe.\u201d<\/p>\n
We searched my old phone backups.<\/p>\n
Richard had texted Margaret after one of the nights.<\/p>\n
She\u2019s finally asleep.<\/p>\n
Margaret replied:<\/p>\n
Good. Leave her there.<\/p>\n
Another exchange two months later:<\/p>\n
Too much?<\/p>\n
Richard:<\/p>\n
She\u2019ll be fine.<\/p>\n
I stared at the words.<\/p>\n
Beth began crying.<\/p>\n
I did not.<\/p>\n
Not yet.<\/p>\n
Officer Brooks photographed the screen.<\/p>\n
\u201cClaire, I need your consent to preserve these messages properly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEverything?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
I handed her the phone.<\/p>\n
For years I had thought my memory was failing.<\/p>\n
Richard said I forgot conversations.<\/p>\n
Misremembered fights.<\/p>\n
Exaggerated events.<\/p>\n
Sometimes I woke with no clear memory of how the night ended.<\/p>\n
I had blamed exhaustion.<\/p>\n
Stress.<\/p>\n
My own supposedly unreliable mind.<\/p>\n
Now there was another possibility.<\/p>\n
Someone had been making me unreliable on purpose.<\/p>\n
Maya arrived before breakfast. She carried printed copies of the contractor invoice and photographs from the property. I had already been awake for hours. \u201cTell me there\u2019s an explanation.\u201d \u201cThere … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1825,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1839","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-feel-one-story"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1839","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1839"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1839\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1867,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1839\/revisions\/1867"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1825"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1839"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1839"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1839"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}