Dana did not sit until Detective Hollis told her twice.<\/p>\n
When she finally lowered herself into the plastic chair, she held both hands between her knees like someone trying to keep herself from shaking apart.<\/p>\n
I remained standing.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Mark do to Valerie?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana looked toward Maya\u2019s room.<\/p>\n
\u201cNot here.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMy daughter is asleep.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI still don\u2019t want her hearing this.\u201d<\/p>\n
Neither did I.<\/p>\n
We moved into an empty consultation room.<\/p>\n
Hollis closed the door.<\/p>\n
Dana started with Valerie\u2019s employment.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe worked for Mark before I knew him well.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe helped with his side business.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat side business?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSupplements.\u201d<\/p>\n
The word had become poisonous.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat kind?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWeight loss. Energy. Hormone support. Whatever was trending.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLegal?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSome.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd the rest?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana looked at Hollis.<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t know at first.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happened to Valerie?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe tried the products.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause Mark made her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s not good enough.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI wasn\u2019t there when it started.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen tell me what you know.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana took a breath.<\/p>\n
\u201cValerie was already using prescription stimulants. Mark knew that.\u201d<\/p>\n
My stomach tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe told me she was addicted.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe may have been.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd he gave her more?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe gave her samples.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTo see how strong they were.\u201d<\/p>\n
Hollis interrupted. \u201cDid he tell you that directly?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAfter she got sick the first time.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cFirst time?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe had heart palpitations. Tremors. She went to urgent care.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMonths before she died.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid they connect it to the supplements?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid Mark stop giving them to her?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana looked down.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
My hands curled into fists.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did he do?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe changed the dose.\u201d<\/p>\n
The room blurred at the edges.<\/p>\n
The same pattern.<\/p>\n
Blue tablets made Maya sick.<\/p>\n
Mark stopped.<\/p>\n
Then replaced them with white capsules.<\/p>\n
Not because he had learned to stop experimenting.<\/p>\n
Because he had adjusted the experiment.<\/p>\n
I whispered, \u201cHe did the same thing.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana looked at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cWith Maya?\u201d<\/p>\n
I nodded.<\/p>\n
She covered her face.<\/p>\n
\u201cOh God.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou knew he gave Maya something.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI knew about the white capsules.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot the blue?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy did you scan her in November?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMark said she had abdominal swelling.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd you just agreed?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe paid me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTwo hundred dollars.\u201d<\/p>\n
My daughter\u2019s health had been reduced to an envelope and two hundred dollars.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did you see?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA small complex area near the right ovary.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd you told him?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid he seem worried?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot the way a father should.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does that mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe asked whether supplements could cause it.\u201d<\/p>\n
Exactly what Maya remembered.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did you say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat I didn\u2019t know and he needed a physician.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did he ask next?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana hesitated.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhether a doctor could tell what substances she had taken from the scan.\u201d<\/p>\n
My skin went cold.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe was worried about being discovered.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot about Maya.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana said nothing.<\/p>\n
I turned away.<\/p>\n
Hollis asked, \u201cWhat happened in January?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe called me because the swelling was worse.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou scanned her again.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe mass had grown.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did you tell him?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat he had to stop whatever he was doing and take her to a hospital.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you know about Valerie by then?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana looked at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cMark told me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe was drunk.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbout a year after Valerie died.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did he say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat Valerie had been stupid.\u201d<\/p>\n
My stomach tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cHis word?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe blamed her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said she mixed too many things.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat else?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said the coroner only found what they were looking for.\u201d<\/p>\n
I remembered Maya\u2019s words.<\/p>\n
They never tested the rest.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did that mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI asked.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said supplements aren\u2019t always part of routine toxicology.\u201d<\/p>\n
Hollis was writing rapidly.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid he identify the product?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot then.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen did you learn?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLater.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI saw boxes in his office.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe same product line found in Valerie\u2019s apartment?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cNorth Star?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWas that Mark\u2019s company?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot officially.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does officially mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt was registered through someone else.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWho?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana swallowed.<\/p>\n
\u201cValerie.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cValerie owned the company?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOn paper.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAfter she died?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s when Mark changed things.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTo VC Services?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana looked startled.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou found that?\u201d<\/p>\n
Hollis said nothing.<\/p>\n
Dana nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe kept using her initials.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSentiment?\u201d<\/p>\n
Her expression made the idea absurd.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTo separate it from himself.\u201d<\/p>\n
That sounded more like Mark.<\/p>\n
I sat down.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did you mean when you texted that what he gave Maya may have made things worse?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know medically.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why say it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause Mark was worried about hormones.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat hormones?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe had several products advertised as hormone-balancing.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid they actually contain hormones?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSome batches contained ingredients that weren\u2019t on the labels.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat ingredients?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know all of them.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid he?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow do you know?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe had laboratory reports.\u201d<\/p>\n
Hollis looked up.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHis office.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPhysical copies?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cComputer?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProbably.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPassword?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana shook her head.<\/p>\n
Then stopped.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe used Valerie\u2019s birthday for things.\u201d<\/p>\n
Hollis stared at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat birthday?\u201d<\/p>\n
She gave him the date.<\/p>\n
He immediately stepped outside.<\/p>\n
I looked at Dana.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy are you telling us now?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause Maya is in surgery.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe\u2019s out.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana\u2019s face changed.<\/p>\n
\u201cIs she okay?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe lost an ovary.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana covered her mouth.<\/p>\n
I watched tears fill her eyes.<\/p>\n
They did nothing for me.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo not cry like you\u2019re surprised.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou knew enough.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou had my number.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou let Mark scare you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMy daughter paid for your fear.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana lowered her head.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
The lack of defense made my anger harder to hold.<\/p>\n
I wanted her to argue so I could hate her cleanly.<\/p>\n
Instead she sat there accepting every accusation.<\/p>\n
Hollis returned.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe need Dana to give a formal statement.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFine.\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd we found something using the information she provided.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA protected folder on a computer seized from the office.\u201d<\/p>\n
My heart accelerated.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat\u2019s inside?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re still reviewing.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbout Maya?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSome files appear to reference MB.\u201d<\/p>\n
Maya Bennett.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat kind of files?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSpreadsheets.\u201d<\/p>\n
My mouth went dry.<\/p>\n
\u201cSpreadsheets of what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDates. Dosages. Notes.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at him.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana began crying harder.<\/p>\n
Hollis continued carefully.<\/p>\n
\u201cSome entries correspond with the periods your daughter described.\u201d<\/p>\n
Blue pills.<\/p>\n
White capsules.<\/p>\n
Vomiting.<\/p>\n
Sleeplessness.<\/p>\n
Pain.<\/p>\n
My husband had not simply remembered what he gave her.<\/p>\n
He had recorded it.<\/p>\n
\u201cWas he testing her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe need to interpret the files properly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cRead me one.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI can\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDetective.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI cannot give you raw evidence while investigators are still establishing context.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stood.<\/p>\n
\u201cThen tell me whether my daughter\u2019s symptoms appear in those notes.\u201d<\/p>\n
He hesitated.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhich symptoms?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFatigue. Nausea. Appetite. Sleep.\u201d<\/p>\n
My stomach turned.<\/p>\n
\u201cPain?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe recorded that she was in pain?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd still gave her the capsules?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe dates appear to overlap.\u201d<\/p>\n
I covered my mouth.<\/p>\n
There was no misunderstanding left.<\/p>\n
No forgetfulness.<\/p>\n
No father trying clumsily to help.<\/p>\n
Mark had watched.<\/p>\n
Measured.<\/p>\n
Recorded.<\/p>\n
And continued.<\/p>\n
Dana whispered, \u201cThere may be recordings.\u201d<\/p>\n
I turned.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat recordings?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMark recorded conversations.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWith whom?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEverybody.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said people lie.\u201d<\/p>\n
Of course he did.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cComputer. Phone. Sometimes a small recorder.\u201d<\/p>\n
Hollis asked, \u201cDid he record medical visits?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI think so.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe private scans?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana nodded.<\/p>\n
Hollis left again.<\/p>\n
I looked at Dana.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid he record Valerie?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBefore she died?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you know what was on those recordings?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you hear any?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOne.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did she say?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana\u2019s face tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe wanted out.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOut of what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe business.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe was scared.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOf the products?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOf Mark.\u201d<\/p>\n
The sentence landed harder than I expected.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe had things under her name. Accounts. Orders. Prescriptions. She said if something happened, it would all point to her.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd then something happened.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid she threaten to expose him?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA few weeks before she died.\u201d<\/p>\n
My skin prickled.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Mark say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat she wouldn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow did he know?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana shook her head.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
The door opened.<\/p>\n
Hollis returned holding his phone.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe found an audio file dated January eighteenth.\u201d<\/p>\n
The date of Maya\u2019s second private scan.<\/p>\n
My heartbeat quickened.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat\u2019s on it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDana and Mark.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana went pale.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd Maya?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHer voice is audible briefly.\u201d<\/p>\n
I gripped the table.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Mark say?\u201d<\/p>\n
Hollis looked at Dana.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou told him the mass had grown.\u201d<\/p>\n
She nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou told him she needed urgent diagnostic imaging.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou said delaying could risk complications.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana began crying.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
I felt something inside me settle into a terrible calm.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Mark say?\u201d<\/p>\n
Hollis looked at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe asked how long he could safely wait.\u201d<\/p>\n
My stomach twisted.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd Dana?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe said she couldn\u2019t answer that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat else?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe asked whether the mass could affect fertility.\u201d<\/p>\n
My breath stopped.<\/p>\n
He had known.<\/p>\n
Months before Maya sat in the hospital asking that exact question.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Dana say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat it could, depending on what it was and whether complications developed.\u201d<\/p>\n
I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did he say after that?\u201d<\/p>\n
Hollis hesitated.<\/p>\n
\u201cClaire.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTell me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said he needed more time before a hospital started testing her blood.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at him.<\/p>\n
More time.<\/p>\n
Not for Maya.<\/p>\n
For himself.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe believe the next section explains that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat section?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMark said the current batch needed to clear her system.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dana covered her face.<\/p>\n
I could barely speak.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe deliberately waited for the pills to leave her blood before taking her to a real doctor.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat appears to be what he said.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut she was still taking white capsules.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe January recording may refer to the blue tablets.\u201d<\/p>\n
I remembered Mark stopping them after Maya became sick.<\/p>\n
Then replacing them.<\/p>\n
He had waited until one product cleared.<\/p>\n
Then started another.<\/p>\n
My phone buzzed.<\/p>\n
Laura had returned and was waiting outside.<\/p>\n
Before I could move, Hollis said, \u201cThere\u2019s more.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at him.<\/p>\n
\u201cIn the recording, Dana tells Mark something about Valerie.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe says, \u2018You promised you would never do this again after Valerie.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n
The room went silent.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did he answer?\u201d<\/p>\n
Hollis looked directly at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said, \u2018Valerie was different. Maya is healthy.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n
I felt the floor disappear beneath me.<\/p>\n
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