{"id":9531,"date":"2026-09-27T20:53:05","date_gmt":"2026-09-27T20:53:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/?p=9531"},"modified":"2026-09-27T20:53:05","modified_gmt":"2026-09-27T20:53:05","slug":"part-42-lily-chose-what-family-meant-without-letting-blood-decide-it-while-keenes-sentencing-forced-every-survivor-to-define-justice-differently","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/?p=9531","title":{"rendered":"PART 42 \u2013 Lily Chose What Family Meant Without Letting Blood Decide It, While Keene\u2019s Sentencing Forced Every Survivor to Define Justice Differently"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Lily invited seven people to dinner.<\/p>\n<p>Not because the court required it.<\/p>\n<p>Not because the trust required it.<\/p>\n<p>Because she wanted to.<\/p>\n<p>Me.<\/p>\n<p>Michael.<\/p>\n<p>Jake.<\/p>\n<p>Evelyn.<\/p>\n<p>Margaret.<\/p>\n<p>Claire by video.<\/p>\n<p>And Leonard.<\/p>\n<p>The last name surprised me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you sure?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That had become almost reassuring.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy Leonard?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe asked to apologize.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou don\u2019t owe him the opportunity.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy Margaret?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe raised me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy Evelyn?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe held me when I was born.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy Claire?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe\u2019s your daughter.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGenetically.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou know what I mean.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd Harris?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDaniel?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWilliam?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNot yet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Her boundaries were specific.<\/p>\n<p>That mattered.<\/p>\n<p>She was not creating reconciliation as a moral performance.<\/p>\n<p>She was choosing a room she could tolerate.<\/p>\n<p>Dinner happened at our house.<\/p>\n<p>The same house where Michael and I had spent eighteen years moving around each other.<\/p>\n<p>Now the table barely fit everyone.<\/p>\n<p>Claire appeared on a laptop at one end.<\/p>\n<p>Emma was sleeping after treatment.<\/p>\n<p>Her early blood counts were beginning the slow process doctors hoped to see.<\/p>\n<p>No promises.<\/p>\n<p>Good signs.<\/p>\n<p>We had learned to live with both.<\/p>\n<p>Margaret arrived first.<\/p>\n<p>She brought a casserole.<\/p>\n<p>Lily stared at it.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou still cook that?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou used to like it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI was twelve.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Margaret looked stricken.<\/p>\n<p>Lily sighed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI probably still like it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Not forgiveness.<\/p>\n<p>Not rejection.<\/p>\n<p>Ordinary negotiation.<\/p>\n<p>Evelyn arrived next.<\/p>\n<p>She and Margaret stood awkwardly in the kitchen.<\/p>\n<p>They had known each other for years through secrecy.<\/p>\n<p>Now neither knew what relationship remained.<\/p>\n<p>Finally Evelyn said:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHello, Margaret.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHello.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That was enough.<\/p>\n<p>Leonard arrived last.<\/p>\n<p>No investigator\u2019s bag.<\/p>\n<p>No hidden recorder.<\/p>\n<p>Reyes had made very clear that he was not to record anything.<\/p>\n<p>He looked at Lily.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m sorry.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She raised one hand.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He stopped.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSit.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He did.<\/p>\n<p>Jake poured water.<\/p>\n<p>Michael served food.<\/p>\n<p>For the first twenty minutes, no one discussed the program.<\/p>\n<p>That was Lily\u2019s rule.<\/p>\n<p>We talked about Emma.<\/p>\n<p>Jake\u2019s job.<\/p>\n<p>Claire\u2019s garden.<\/p>\n<p>Margaret\u2019s casserole.<\/p>\n<p>Michael\u2019s inability to understand why anyone needed six streaming subscriptions.<\/p>\n<p>Evelyn complained that all passwords were too complicated.<\/p>\n<p>For one brief stretch, the family was defined by trivial irritation.<\/p>\n<p>It was wonderful.<\/p>\n<p>Then Lily put down her fork.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Everyone quieted.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want to answer Harris\u2019s question.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>No one interrupted.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat kind of family do I want now?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She looked at Margaret first.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want one where I can love the person who raised me without pretending what she did was okay.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Margaret\u2019s eyes filled.<\/p>\n<p>Lily continued.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t know whether I\u2019ll ever trust you completely.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI understand.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou don\u2019t get to tell me Susan abandoned me again.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI won\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou don\u2019t get to decide what contact I have with her.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI won\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou don\u2019t get to ask me to call you Mom.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Margaret swallowed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Lily looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want a family where Susan doesn\u2019t act like she has to earn eighteen years back in six months.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I smiled weakly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI may need reminders.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou will.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She looked at Michael.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want one where you stop apologizing for being related to David.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Michael nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWorking on it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJake.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He straightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want you to continue being annoying.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFinally recognition.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She smiled.<\/p>\n<p>Then Claire\u2019s screen.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want to know you if you want.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Claire nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI do.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSlowly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDefinitely.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Lily looked at Evelyn.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want you to tell me stories about Susan that have nothing to do with the foundation.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My mother laughed through tears.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI have many.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo embarrassing baby stories without permission.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo promises.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen you\u2019re out.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The table laughed.<\/p>\n<p>Finally Lily looked at Leonard.<\/p>\n<p>His expression tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t know what I want from you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s fair.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou threatened me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou tried to grab me at the hotel.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou told yourself it was necessary.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you still believe that?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Leonard thought.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy not?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause if I needed to terrify you to get the outcome I wanted, then I was still using you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Lily\u2019s face softened slightly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood answer.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt took too long.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you want me in your family?\u201d he asked.<\/p>\n<p>She shook her head.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s not how I think about it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He waited.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re Susan\u2019s brother.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re Evelyn\u2019s son.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re Samuel\u2019s son.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>His eyes filled.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re related to me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut family isn\u2019t a membership card.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Leonard smiled sadly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSo maybe we figure it out.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019d like that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSlowly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cVery.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That was Lily\u2019s answer.<\/p>\n<p>Not a diagram.<\/p>\n<p>Not a lineage.<\/p>\n<p>A set of relationships, each chosen separately.<\/p>\n<p>No automatic rights.<\/p>\n<p>No erased histories.<\/p>\n<p>After dinner, Margaret asked whether she could wash dishes.<\/p>\n<p>Lily rolled her eyes.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou always do that when you\u2019re nervous.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Margaret almost laughed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m very nervous.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFine.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>They stood side by side at the sink.<\/p>\n<p>I watched from the doorway.<\/p>\n<p>There was grief in it.<\/p>\n<p>And love.<\/p>\n<p>And damage.<\/p>\n<p>No single word solved the picture.<\/p>\n<p>I stopped trying to find one.<\/p>\n<p>Two weeks later, Keene entered his plea.<\/p>\n<p>The agreement required substantial cooperation.<\/p>\n<p>It did not erase prosecution.<\/p>\n<p>He admitted to conspiracy involving unauthorized medical procedures, falsified medical and custodial records, obstruction, illegal retention and use of genetic material, and financial fraud tied to foundation assets.<\/p>\n<p>Other counts remained subject to sentencing decisions.<\/p>\n<p>Victims were permitted to submit statements.<\/p>\n<p>Not everyone wanted to.<\/p>\n<p>That was important.<\/p>\n<p>Samuel wrote forty pages.<\/p>\n<p>Leonard wrote two.<\/p>\n<p>Rachel wrote none.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m done giving Keene my words.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Valid.<\/p>\n<p>Margaret wrote one paragraph.<\/p>\n<p>Harris prepared testimony as part of his own case.<\/p>\n<p>Daniel\u2019s statement addressed only conduct he personally witnessed.<\/p>\n<p>Claire declined entirely.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy life doesn\u2019t need his courtroom.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Also valid.<\/p>\n<p>Michael wrote a letter.<\/p>\n<p>He showed it to me only after filing it.<\/p>\n<p>Thomas Keene took facts from my marriage and used them as instruments.<\/p>\n<p>He used my wife\u2019s betrayal to hide his own crimes.<\/p>\n<p>He used my son as leverage.<\/p>\n<p>He used my brother\u2019s biological material without honoring the limits David placed on it.<\/p>\n<p>He used my father\u2019s research after Robert rejected its purpose.<\/p>\n<p>I do not ask the court to punish him for my pain. I ask the court to understand that his crimes worked because he repeatedly converted ordinary human relationships into tools.<\/p>\n<p>I cried reading it.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s very good.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI had help.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWho?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJake.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cExplains the grammar.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He rolled his eyes.<\/p>\n<p>I wrote my own statement.<\/p>\n<p>Shorter than expected.<\/p>\n<p>I did not describe every procedure.<\/p>\n<p>The prosecution already had those facts.<\/p>\n<p>I wrote:<\/p>\n<p>For years, the people involved in this program argued that they were protecting patients, children, research, family reputations, or future generations. Again and again, those explanations required one thing: that the person most affected not be allowed to choose.<\/p>\n<p>I was denied information about my body.<\/p>\n<p>My husband was denied the truth about our son\u2019s conception.<\/p>\n<p>My daughter was denied knowledge of her parents.<\/p>\n<p>Other people were denied knowledge of where they came from, how their genetic material was used, and what medical risks they carried.<\/p>\n<p>The harm was not only what was done.<\/p>\n<p>It was the belief that someone else had the authority to decide what truth we were permitted to own.<\/p>\n<p>I stopped there.<\/p>\n<p>No demand for maximum punishment.<\/p>\n<p>No plea for mercy.<\/p>\n<p>The sentence belonged to the court.<\/p>\n<p>My words belonged to me.<\/p>\n<p>Lily did something different.<\/p>\n<p>She attended sentencing.<\/p>\n<p>She did not submit a written statement beforehand.<\/p>\n<p>When the judge asked whether she wished to speak, she stood.<\/p>\n<p>Keene looked toward her.<\/p>\n<p>For the first time, he seemed afraid.<\/p>\n<p>Lily faced the judge, not him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy name is Lily Harris.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Then she paused.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cActually, I\u2019m still deciding whether I want that surname.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>A faint stir moved through the courtroom.<\/p>\n<p>She continued.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI was born because people wanted a biological key.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Keene lowered his gaze.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThey planned my conception around a trust. They hid my mother from me. They hid me from her. They treated my birthday like a legal event.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Her voice stayed steady.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI spent a lot of time wondering whether being born that way made me belong to what they built.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She looked toward Keene only once.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt doesn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Then back to the judge.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t want a sentence because I hate him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Silence.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want a sentence that recognizes people were not documents in his system.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She stepped away.<\/p>\n<p>That was all.<\/p>\n<p>The judge later imposed a lengthy prison sentence under the plea framework and applicable law.<\/p>\n<p>Not enough for some survivors.<\/p>\n<p>Too much for a few who credited Keene\u2019s late cooperation.<\/p>\n<p>Justice did not produce unanimous emotion.<\/p>\n<p>Samuel said:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe\u2019ll die in prison.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Leonard answered:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMaybe.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Rachel said nothing.<\/p>\n<p>Lily asked:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDoes knowing that make anybody feel better?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>No one answered.<\/p>\n<p>For me, the sentence felt smaller than the truth.<\/p>\n<p>Necessary.<\/p>\n<p>But smaller.<\/p>\n<p>Because no term of years could return 1987.<\/p>\n<p>Or 2008.<\/p>\n<p>Or childhoods.<\/p>\n<p>Or parents.<\/p>\n<p>Or knowledge withheld.<\/p>\n<p>Justice could mark wrongdoing.<\/p>\n<p>It could not reverse chronology.<\/p>\n<p>The other cases continued.<\/p>\n<p>Harris received a separate sentence and permanent professional sanctions, though his cooperation and later protection of Lily were considered.<\/p>\n<p>He asked to see me before reporting to custody.<\/p>\n<p>I declined.<\/p>\n<p>Then changed my mind.<\/p>\n<p>Not because he was my biological father.<\/p>\n<p>Because I wanted one question answered face to face.<\/p>\n<p>We met in a supervised room.<\/p>\n<p>He looked very old.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSusan.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLeonard.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He flinched slightly.<\/p>\n<p>Not Dad.<\/p>\n<p>Good.<\/p>\n<p>I sat.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy didn\u2019t you tell me you were my father when I was an adult?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He looked down.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCowardice.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>No medical explanation.<\/p>\n<p>No threat.<\/p>\n<p>No noble framing.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWas William against it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEvelyn?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWould you have told me if they agreed?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I appreciated that answer.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did you want?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTo be near you without disrupting your life.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou became my doctor.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat is not being near me. That is placing yourself inside my private medical care.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He closed his eyes.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you choose that role because you were my father?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you ever alter treatment before the fertility procedures?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you expect me to believe you?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That hurt.<\/p>\n<p>Because he understood what his lies had cost.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you love me?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>His eyes filled.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI believe that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He looked up.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou do?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>His face crumpled.<\/p>\n<p>Then I added:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd it doesn\u2019t absolve you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I stood.<\/p>\n<p>He whispered:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWill I ever see you again?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I thought.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMaybe.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He nodded.<\/p>\n<p>No demand.<\/p>\n<p>No promise.<\/p>\n<p>As I reached the door, he said:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m glad you survived us.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I turned.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat is a terrible thing for a father to have to say.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Then I left.<\/p>\n<p>Daniel\u2019s case ended differently.<\/p>\n<p>He pleaded guilty to offenses connected to deception and reproductive coercion.<\/p>\n<p>His cooperation reduced some exposure.<\/p>\n<p>Karen did not attend.<\/p>\n<p>Emily did not meet him.<\/p>\n<p>Lily attended once, quietly, then left before the hearing ended.<\/p>\n<p>When I asked why, she said:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI realized I didn\u2019t need to hear the sentence.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Fair.<\/p>\n<p>Daniel wrote me a letter from custody.<\/p>\n<p>I read this one.<\/p>\n<p>Unlike Keene\u2019s.<\/p>\n<p>Because I wanted to.<\/p>\n<p>He admitted that he had chosen every early step.<\/p>\n<p>Approaching me.<\/p>\n<p>Listening strategically.<\/p>\n<p>Lying.<\/p>\n<p>Tampering with contraception.<\/p>\n<p>He wrote that discovering Keene had also manipulated him did not make his conduct less his own.<\/p>\n<p>That mattered.<\/p>\n<p>At the end, he wrote:<\/p>\n<p>I am sorry that one of the truest things in my life came from one of the worst things I did: I cared about you eventually, and by then caring could not make what I had done decent.<\/p>\n<p>I folded the letter.<\/p>\n<p>Did not answer.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe someday.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe never.<\/p>\n<p>That too was mine.<\/p>\n<p>Emma\u2019s transplant progressed cautiously.<\/p>\n<p>Engraftment signs appeared.<\/p>\n<p>Then a fever.<\/p>\n<p>A terrifying week.<\/p>\n<p>Then improvement.<\/p>\n<p>Her doctors warned us recovery would take months.<\/p>\n<p>No celebration yet.<\/p>\n<p>Claire called after one good lab result.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHer counts rose.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEnough for the doctor to smile.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat sounds good.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt is.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We cried.<\/p>\n<p>Again.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat does Emma say?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat hospital pudding violates international law.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe\u2019s recovering.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I laughed.<\/p>\n<p>Claire looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSister.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThank you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I shook my head.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou don\u2019t owe me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Good.<\/p>\n<p>Then one morning Lily came downstairs carrying Harris\u2019s letter.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI decided.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAbout family?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I waited.<\/p>\n<p>She took a breath.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want to change my last name.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNot Miller.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I smiled.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNot Carter.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNot Harris.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cUnderstandable.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNot Vollen.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cVery.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She looked nervous now.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want Margaret\u2019s original surname.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I did not know it.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat is it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRowan.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Lily Rowan.<\/p>\n<p>She said it aloud.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLily Rowan.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I repeated it.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt sounds like you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She smiled.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s why.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDoes Margaret know?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNot yet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat do you think she\u2019ll say?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe\u2019ll cry.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAlmost certainly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you mind?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She looked at me carefully.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cReally?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cReally.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou don\u2019t feel 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