Chloe was fifteen when she asked.<\/p>\n
Not Sarah.<\/p>\n
Not the counselor.<\/p>\n
Chloe.<\/p>\n
They were driving home from school.<\/p>\n
Rain had started lightly.<\/p>\n
Liam sat in the back with headphones.<\/p>\n
Newton\u2019s enclosure needed new heat bulbs, and Sarah was mentally calculating whether the pet store remained open.<\/p>\n
\u201cMom?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI think I want to see Dad.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah nearly missed the turn.<\/p>\n
She corrected the wheel.<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe watched her.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s all?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat should I say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah took a breath.<\/p>\n
\u201cAre you asking for permission or telling me?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAsking.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen we talk to your counselor and the contact team.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cI want it supervised.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbsolutely.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd I don\u2019t want Megan there.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd Liam shouldn\u2019t come.\u201d<\/p>\n
From the back seat Liam removed one headphone.<\/p>\n
\u201cI can hear you.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe looked back.<\/p>\n
\u201cSorry.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t care.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah glanced in the mirror.<\/p>\n
\u201cHeadphones.\u201d<\/p>\n
He replaced them.<\/p>\n
Chloe continued.<\/p>\n
\u201cI need to ask Dad something.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t want to tell you.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah felt the old impulse.<\/p>\n
Protect.<\/p>\n
Know everything.<\/p>\n
Control every variable.<\/p>\n
She let it go.<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
The therapeutic team treated Chloe\u2019s request cautiously.<\/p>\n
Her counselor asked whether the grocery-store encounter had influenced her.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe left.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did that tell you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat he could.\u201d<\/p>\n
The counselor nodded.<\/p>\n
Chloe continued.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe used to act like he couldn\u2019t control anything.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHis anger?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEverything.\u201d<\/p>\n
She folded her arms.<\/p>\n
\u201cBut he saw us and left because he knew he should.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does that mean to you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat maybe he was always able to leave.\u201d<\/p>\n
The counselor did not answer for her.<\/p>\n
\u201cIs that what you want to ask him?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSort of.\u201d<\/p>\n
The visit was scheduled for six weeks later.<\/p>\n
Chloe nearly canceled twice.<\/p>\n
Sarah told her both times that cancellation was allowed.<\/p>\n
Chloe became irritated.<\/p>\n
\u201cStop making quitting easy.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah stared.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m trying not to pressure you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen what do you need?\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe thought.<\/p>\n
\u201cNothing.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
On the morning of the visit, Chloe wore jeans and a dark sweatshirt.<\/p>\n
Then changed into a blue sweater.<\/p>\n
Then back to the sweatshirt.<\/p>\n
Sarah recognized Liam\u2019s three-shirt ritual from years earlier.<\/p>\n
She did not mention it.<\/p>\n
The therapeutic center occupied a converted office building.<\/p>\n
Neutral furniture.<\/p>\n
Soft lighting.<\/p>\n
No institutional smell.<\/p>\n
Chloe hated it immediately.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt looks like a dentist office trying to be a living room.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s accurate.\u201d<\/p>\n
The clinician reviewed the rules.<\/p>\n
Chloe could leave at any time.<\/p>\n
David could not approach physically unless Chloe initiated.<\/p>\n
No questions about Sarah\u2019s location.<\/p>\n
No pressure regarding future contact.<\/p>\n
No discussion of legal grievances.<\/p>\n
Chloe listened impatiently.<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
The clinician smiled.<\/p>\n
\u201cI know you know.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah would wait elsewhere.<\/p>\n
That had been Chloe\u2019s choice.<\/p>\n
Before entering, Chloe caught her mother\u2019s sleeve.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat if I can\u2019t talk?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou don\u2019t have to.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat if I cry?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou probably will.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHelpful.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah smiled.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019ll still be okay.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe looked toward the door.<\/p>\n
\u201cWere you this scared at court?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid it go away?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAfterward.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGreat.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah hugged her only after Chloe leaned forward first.<\/p>\n
Then Chloe entered.<\/p>\n
David was already seated.<\/p>\n
He stood automatically.<\/p>\n
Then remembered the rule and stopped.<\/p>\n
Chloe noticed.<\/p>\n
He looked older than in the video messages.<\/p>\n
Gray at his temples.<\/p>\n
Lines around his eyes.<\/p>\n
He wore a plain button-down shirt.<\/p>\n
No prison clothes.<\/p>\n
No handcuffs.<\/p>\n
That unsettled Chloe more than she expected.<\/p>\n
\u201cHi.\u201d<\/p>\n
David\u2019s voice shook.<\/p>\n
\u201cHi, Chloe.\u201d<\/p>\n
She sat opposite him.<\/p>\n
The clinician remained several feet away.<\/p>\n
David sat again.<\/p>\n
Silence.<\/p>\n
Chloe looked at his hands.<\/p>\n
She remembered those hands fixing a bicycle chain.<\/p>\n
Cutting birthday cake.<\/p>\n
Grabbing Sarah\u2019s arm.<\/p>\n
Memory was unfair that way.<\/p>\n
It stored everything in the same body.<\/p>\n
David spoke first.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re tall.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe almost laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s what you told Liam.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI apparently have limited material.\u201d<\/p>\n
She smiled despite herself.<\/p>\n
Then immediately felt guilty.<\/p>\n
David noticed.<\/p>\n
His own smile disappeared.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re allowed to laugh.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe looked at him sharply.<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSorry.\u201d<\/p>\n
Another silence.<\/p>\n
David waited.<\/p>\n
That mattered.<\/p>\n
He did not fill the room.<\/p>\n
Chloe had spent years imagining questions.<\/p>\n
Now most seemed childish.<\/p>\n
Why did you drink?<\/p>\n
Why were you angry?<\/p>\n
Why didn\u2019t you stop?<\/p>\n
Treatment reports and letters had already provided versions of those answers.<\/p>\n
None satisfied her.<\/p>\n
Finally she said, \u201cDo you remember coming upstairs?\u201d<\/p>\n
David\u2019s face changed.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe night I called.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou were looking for us.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked toward the floor.<\/p>\n
\u201cI told myself I wanted to make sure you were okay.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe stared.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s not true.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
David swallowed.<\/p>\n
\u201cI was afraid you\u2019d heard what happened.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI had.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo what were you going to do?\u201d<\/p>\n
David\u2019s hands tightened together.<\/p>\n
The clinician watched carefully.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe\u2019s anger arrived instantly.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes, you do.\u201d<\/p>\n
David looked up.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou were there.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat were you going to do if you found us?\u201d<\/p>\n
He breathed slowly.<\/p>\n
\u201cI think I would have told you everything was fine.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt wasn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou would\u2019ve told me Mom fell.\u201d<\/p>\n
David\u2019s face tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou did that before.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo you were looking for us so you could make us lie.\u201d<\/p>\n
David looked toward the floor.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
The word hurt more than denial might have.<\/p>\n
Chloe\u2019s eyes filled.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou knew.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou knew we were scared.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd you still came upstairs.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
She wiped her face angrily.<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why did you always say you lost control?\u201d<\/p>\n
David was silent.<\/p>\n
There.<\/p>\n
The question.<\/p>\n
The one she had saved.<\/p>\n
\u201cIf you lost control, how did you know to lie?\u201d<\/p>\n
David closed his eyes.<\/p>\n
Chloe continued.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow did you know to act normal when neighbors came?\u201d<\/p>\n
He did not answer.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow did you know not to hit Mom where people could always see?\u201d<\/p>\n
The clinician shifted but did not interrupt.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow did you know to tell Liam everything was okay?\u201d<\/p>\n
David\u2019s eyes filled.<\/p>\n
Chloe leaned forward.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou controlled all that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo what did you lose?\u201d<\/p>\n
David stared at her.<\/p>\n
Finally he said, \u201cI didn\u2019t lose control the way I said I did.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe\u2019s jaw tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happened?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI gave myself permission.\u201d<\/p>\n
The room became silent.<\/p>\n
David continued.<\/p>\n
\u201cI was angry, jealous, ashamed, drunk sometimes. But those feelings weren\u2019t controlling my arms.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe stared.<\/p>\n
\u201cI decided I had the right to scare your mom because I was angry.\u201d<\/p>\n
His voice broke.<\/p>\n
\u201cI decided breaking things was better than letting her disagree with me.\u201d<\/p>\n
He wiped his face.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd afterward I called it losing control because that made me sound less responsible.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe cried silently.<\/p>\n
David did not move toward her.<\/p>\n
That mattered.<\/p>\n
She asked, \u201cDid you love us?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
The answer came instantly.<\/p>\n
Chloe shook her head.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow?\u201d<\/p>\n
David looked devastated.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t have a good answer.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou keep saying love.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIf you loved us, why wasn\u2019t that enough?\u201d<\/p>\n
David looked toward the clinician, then back at Chloe.<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause love doesn\u2019t automatically make someone safe.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe had heard that sentence before.<\/p>\n
From Sarah.<\/p>\n
From counselors.<\/p>\n
Now from him.<\/p>\n
David continued.<\/p>\n
\u201cI loved you. I also believed my anger mattered more than everyone else\u2019s safety.\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked down.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat was not the kind of love you deserved.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe covered her face.<\/p>\n
For several seconds she cried.<\/p>\n
The clinician asked softly, \u201cWant to stop?\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe shook her head.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked at David again.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you blame Mom?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor leaving?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor prison?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor us not seeing you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMegan?\u201d<\/p>\n
David looked surprised.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat about her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDoes she know everything?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEverything?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe has access to the disclosures required by my treatment program. I told her what I did.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot just that the marriage was bad?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
David did not ask why.<\/p>\n
After a while Chloe asked, \u201cAre you happy?\u201d<\/p>\n
The question surprised him.<\/p>\n
\u201cSometimes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does that mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI like my job more than I expected.\u201d<\/p>\n
He smiled faintly.<\/p>\n
\u201cMegan has a dog that hates me.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe almost smiled.<\/p>\n
\u201cI see Grandma.\u201d<\/p>\n
He paused.<\/p>\n
\u201cI miss you and Liam.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe looked away.<\/p>\n
\u201cI miss some things too.\u201d<\/p>\n
David\u2019s eyes filled.<\/p>\n
She raised one hand.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat doesn\u2019t mean\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
He stopped immediately.<\/p>\n
Chloe studied him.<\/p>\n
Years earlier, interruption from David meant someone else stopped speaking.<\/p>\n
Now he stopped himself.<\/p>\n
The difference was small.<\/p>\n
She noticed anyway.<\/p>\n
They spoke for another twenty minutes.<\/p>\n
School.<\/p>\n
Robotics.<\/p>\n
Astronomy.<\/p>\n
David did not ask where competitions occurred.<\/p>\n
He did not ask where Sarah worked.<\/p>\n
He asked what Chloe had built.<\/p>\n
She explained a line-following robot.<\/p>\n
He understood almost none of it.<\/p>\n
That felt strangely normal.<\/p>\n
At the end, the clinician asked whether Chloe wanted any physical contact.<\/p>\n
David remained seated.<\/p>\n
Chloe stared at him.<\/p>\n
She had imagined this too.<\/p>\n
A hug.<\/p>\n
Would it betray Sarah?<\/p>\n
Would it betray the child in the closet?<\/p>\n
Sarah had already answered both questions.<\/p>\n
No.<\/p>\n
Chloe stood.<\/p>\n
David stayed still.<\/p>\n
She stepped toward him.<\/p>\n
Then stopped.<\/p>\n
\u201cNot today.\u201d<\/p>\n
David nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
His disappointment showed.<\/p>\n
He did not make it hers.<\/p>\n
Chloe turned and left.<\/p>\n
Sarah stood the moment she saw her.<\/p>\n
Chloe walked directly into her arms.<\/p>\n
They stayed that way in the hallway.<\/p>\n
Sarah did not ask what happened.<\/p>\n
Not until the car.<\/p>\n
Chloe stared through the windshield.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe admitted it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat he didn\u2019t lose control.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah\u2019s hands tightened around the steering wheel.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did he say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said he gave himself permission.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah closed her eyes.<\/p>\n
She had heard similar language in treatment materials.<\/p>\n
Hearing David say it to Chloe was different.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow do you feel?\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe almost complained.<\/p>\n
Then stopped.<\/p>\n
\u201cMad.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cRelieved.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSad.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd I believe him.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah looked at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat scares me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause what if believing him makes me stupid?\u201d<\/p>\n
Sarah shook her head.<\/p>\n
\u201cTrusting one true statement is not the same as surrendering judgment.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe considered that.<\/p>\n
\u201cCounselor language.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019ve been contaminated.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe laughed.<\/p>\n
On the drive home, she told Sarah about the question.<\/p>\n
If you lost control, how did you know to lie?<\/p>\n
Sarah became quiet.<\/p>\n
\u201cI wish I had asked him that years ago.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe looked toward her.<\/p>\n
\u201cWould it have changed anything?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProbably not.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProbably not.\u201d<\/p>\n
Liam waited at home.<\/p>\n
He tried not to interrogate her.<\/p>\n
He lasted three minutes.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you hug him?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you want to?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid he cry?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLiam.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFine.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe went upstairs.<\/p>\n
Ten minutes later she returned.<\/p>\n
\u201cDad said your syrup is disgusting.\u201d<\/p>\n
Liam gasped.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe did not.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chloe smiled.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re evil.\u201d<\/p>\n
He threw a cushion at her.<\/p>\n
She threw it back.<\/p>\n
Sarah watched.<\/p>\n
The visit became part of life.<\/p>\n
Not a transformation.<\/p>\n
Chloe did not suddenly request weekly meetings.<\/p>\n
She waited three months before agreeing to another.<\/p>\n
At the second visit she hugged David.<\/p>\n
Briefly.<\/p>\n
Awkwardly.<\/p>\n
She cried afterward.<\/p>\n
So did he.<\/p>\n
Nobody called it forgiveness.<\/p>\n
Nobody called it reunification.<\/p>\n
It was a hug.<\/p>\n
Nothing more needed to be assigned to it.<\/p>\n
That night Chloe opened the blue notebook.<\/p>\n
The earliest pages looked childish now.<\/p>\n
Large letters.<\/p>\n
Simple rules.<\/p>\n
SOMEONE WATCHING YOU DOES NOT MEAN YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.<\/p>\n
I WAS NOT ALONE THE WHOLE TIME.<\/p>\n
THE NIGHT DID NOT END IN THE CLOSET.<\/p>\n
She turned to a clean page.<\/p>\n
Then wrote:<\/p>\n
HE COULD HAVE CONTROLLED HIMSELF.<\/p>\n
HE DIDN\u2019T.<\/p>\n
NOW HE IS LEARNING TO.<\/p>\n
ALL THREE CAN BE TRUE.<\/p>\n
She stared at the words.<\/p>\n
Then closed the notebook.<\/p>\n
For once, she did not hide it.<\/p>\n
Chloe was fifteen when she asked. Not Sarah. Not the counselor. Chloe. They were driving home from school. Rain had started lightly. Liam sat in the back with headphones. Newton\u2019s … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9587,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9613","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-feel-one-story"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9613","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9613"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9613\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9656,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9613\/revisions\/9656"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/9587"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9613"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9613"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feelonestory.online\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9613"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}